Reviews
This is the area which holds emails from
slaves that have just visited Me and was used. For some the most
humiliating things happened within the session for others a new found
understanding of themselves has occurred. Though some I have chosen to keep
private...the following I will allow you to read.....
Dear Mistress Patty:
I know it took a couple of days, but I have finally been able to process
all the emotions and feelings that went racing through my brain on Thursday.
In the past when I was dressed as a sissy, most would stop at panties and a
bra...i would look at myself in a mirror and just see my male self wearing
women's underwear. For the first time ever, when you completed the whole
schoolgirl look by having me put on the simple white blouse, i saw a female
body and profile that i absolutely loved looking at. Even though from the
neck up i could still see my male self, anytime i looked in the mirror at the
curvy body and short skirt i felt like a truly girly little sissy. i can't
wait to get in that frame of mind next time and go out in public, i have even
started shopping women's fashions online and must say it is quite exciting
considering how that body you gave me will look in women's career-wear. i
especially can't stop thinking about also having my sissy cunt filled with
something while we are out shopping as well!! i have been looking at locking
butt-plug harnesses and can hardly wait to feel Your hands locking it into
place before dressing up Your little sissy for his first shopping trip. Every
moment that you had my ass filled i felt so submissive to You, it was almost
like a hypnotic device that told me that as long as my slut hole was filled
that i was only able to serve to obey You...it was truly a liberating, yet
humiliating, feeling that i can't wait to feel again. i only hope that You
enjoyed my humiliation as much as i did!!
Thank You Mistress Patty
YOUR bitch
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Mistress Patty is such a beautiful
BBW and i can't stop thinking about Her.
i had the privilege of meeting her in October (she wrote about our session
on her website which made me very proud). Although Mistress has a cruel
streak, she was also very understanding. She understood my limits and
pushed them slightly which is exactly what i needed. i'm a toilet and pain
slave, and my eyes went back and forth between her beautiful image with a
paddle and her not yet finished potty box. While She had me in bondage i
knew that i was meant to be Hers, to suffer for Her pleasure. i also
couldn't take my eyes off of her unfinished potty box. i knew very well
that someday i would experience this intimately. i can't wait to be locked
into it and i think of it often; what it will feel like to be attached and
secured to the potty box, and totally helpless but ready to take her wastes.
i will then be totally owned by this magnificent Domme, and i look forward
to being Hers to own. i have served many Dommes in the past, but for the
first time i worship this Goddess with my heart and soul.
slave chuck
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a bitches first session is her most memorable. in my
case, Mistress Patty had agreed to possibly start training this bitch to be an
addition to HER humility wall. Upon arrival, i knocked at the given address
and was met with the stern gaze of the beautiful Mistress Patty. i knew in a
flat second that i would have no idea how to say no to such a strict
Mistress. i stood inside the door and after about a minute in which i was
sized off i was given the order to strip. with the first order my sissy clit
got had as a rock, something i knew i would not be able to control. Mistress
ordered me to make it go away as She despised the look of a hard clit. After
a minute of trying, She realized i had no control and showed me a tennis
racket looking devise and asked me if i knew what it was, i answered no. She
pressed a small button on the side and touched the racket to the tip of my
clit sending a painful electric shock through it. the stupid thing still
wouldn't go on.
giving up on my clit, Mistress Patty ordered me into a tight dress,
stockings, panties, and a garter belt (something i had never worn before).
Immediately upon feeling these slutty clothes, my sissy clit got hard and
exploded, for the first time, without a touch from Mistress, being followed in
just under a minute from a second explosion. i had broken a rule, and i was
to pay the price, Mistress ordered me to clean up my mess. after gagging on
my own sissy juice for a minute, Mistress showed her only bit of mercy and let
me clean the unfinished mess with a tissue. After the mess was cleaned up, i
was locked into a CB-2000, my balls were HERS!!
Now that my sissy clit was secure, Mistress showed me "the position". my
head was to be on the bench, and my ass was to be pointing toward the sky. i
immediately got in the position and felt something inside of me. once the
object was inside i felt a strange sensation which caused my clitty to explode
for a third time, i was so ashamed. after a second she told me to stand in
front of Her and wiggle my ass, all of the sudden i heard bells and the giggle
of a Mistress at the same time. Mistress told me that i was wearing a tampon
as any good slut does and the bells were some of Her favorite music, my outfit
was then complete with a collar with a single word on it, "bitch", and a wig.
In a complete outfit now, Mistress told me to place my head on the floor
and my ass in the air and wait for Her return. It seemed like forever and a
moment at the same time until she reappeared with two of her friends. For the
next half hour or so, i was made to tell he two friends of how i was unable to
control my sissy clit in Mistress' presence. Mistress had me shake my ass
repeatedly so that i could serenade Her friends with Her favorite music. i
was made to tell them what a bad slut i was all while not being permitted to
look a single female in the eye (to this day i don't know what Her friends
look like). Finally after all the humiliation Mistress revealed that i was to
perform one last humiliating task...i was to suck her cock. Mistress strapped
on her huge cock and ordered me to start sucking, immediately i began and
immediately she gave me correction, guiding my head and telling me what part
of my mouth to use to provide Her with pleasure. After a few minutes of
Mistress chatting with her friends while i sucked Her cock in their presence
Mistress told me to stop. i was ordered back into the position while She
wished Her friends a good day. She came back in, unlocked Her cock, removed
my sissy tampon and ordered me back into my male clothes.
i walked out the door and looked around, noticed a few pairs of people and
just knew one of those pairs was chuckling inside at the bitch they had just
witnessed.your hopeful bitch
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On my way into work, i stopped at Wal Mart and purchased a
pair of black panties and black pantyhose to wear today to serve my MISTRESS.
Also, i purchased some ky jelly, oral gel and rubber gloves. These were the
specific instructions of my GODDESS.
i drove to
Columbus, an hour and half drive,
wearing the panties and pantyhose and with two super size tampons in my boi
cunt and a leather cock ring tightly around my clitty and balls. i had to
make two business stops on my way to serve Mistress.
It felt like everyone was staring at me as i walked in hose,
which were visible at the cuff of my suit pants, and with a slightly stilted
gait as the tampons constantly reminded me of what a slut i was. my clitty
was hard the whole time in the cock ring and feeling the smoothness of the
panties on them. Fortunately i didn’t have to use a public rest room as i
could not have used a urinal and my hose and panties would have been clearly
visible in the opening under the door.
When i arrived at Mistress’ i walked in and stripped down to my
pantyhose and stood for HER inspection. SHE had me put on a bustier which
was tight and gave me some fem form. Then SHE inserted some false breasts to
fill it out and make me really feel like a sissy slut bitch. SHE had me
wiggle into a hot black shiny vinyl maid’s dress and i felt so fem and like
such a slut.
She had high heels in my size, She is such a thoughtful and
attentive Owner. The final touch was a coating of lipstick.
MISTRESS knew that i had made a bad mistake at work and she was
bound and determined to teach me my lesson and make sure i would never do it
again. SHE had me stretch over the bed and attached each ankle to the corner
post of the bed so that i had to stay on my tip toes in my heels and then SHE
stretched out my arms and attached them to her bracing along side the bed. i
was stretched out and taught and oh so vulnerable.
SHE cut away the hole around my boi cunt and tied some bells to
the tampon strings, i could only imagine walking in public with those bells
ringing as i walked. SHE then pulled down my pantyhose and panties and began
to caress my lily white irish ass. SHE was so tender until SHE began my
correction. SHE began to swat my ass, one side then the other, not missing a
spot. i could feel the heat and color coming out in my ass and it hurt and i
begged and cried for HER to stop. But i knew it was for my own good and i
earned this punishment and deserved it.
SHE continued to redden and punish my ass and i only hoped that
there was no bruising or marks left, my white skin bruises so easily i knew i
could not explain the bruising to anyone else that might see it. i felt so
chastised and such a slut, so helpless and vulnerable and being given what i
deserved. i know SHE stopped when SHE was ready and my pleas and begging and
crying had nothing to do with the length and severity of my punishment.
The pain and humiliation of being dressed like a sissy, no
longer a man or a shadow of man, with no dignity only existing at the whim and
for the pleasure of my MISTRESS was my fate and SHE understood that totally.
SHE sat and laughed at me for the pathetic bitch i was, less than a man and
unworthy of any respect, total degradation by MISTRESS. SHE had a wicked
electric toy of some sort that shocked me and made me jump when SHE applied it
to my legs and ass. i had to stay on my toes in my heels or get zapped and it
hurt so i did my best to stay on my toes.
MISTRESS threatened to use the zapper on my balls and i know i
could not have endured that pain. MISTRESS made me repeat phrases during my
spanking to reinforce proper behavior and emphasize why i was being punished,
and believe me i will never do that again, i will always remember my
discipline.
During this process SHE enjoyed the sound of the bells as i
wiggled and struggled against the blows raining down on my ass. After SHE
had finished, she removed the tampons from my slut hole and put them in the
rubber gloves and stuck them under my nose so i smelled my shit covered
tampons during the remainder of my training. After having read HER website, i
thought SHE might put them in my mouth to familiarize me with the taste as
this is one of the training methods she described in preparing her toilet
slaves.
SHE then moved to my next phase of training and put oralgel on
my cunt lips and it burned and burned and hurt like heck. Eventually, the
burning went away and it just felt numb. SHE then went to work expanding my
pussy, telling me i needed to open it up to start taking real cocks in it.
SHE had me continue to say that a bitch is only good to get fucked and abused
and i believe it with all my heart after that session.
SHE slowly worked HER fingers in my tight hole and then put in
a vibrating toy of some sort, The vibrations ran from my cunt to my head and
kept my nipples and clitty hard. SHE then shoved some fingers into my cum
hole and began to shove them in and out, with the vibrations and the movement
of her hand i felt like i was being fucked. SHE proved to me that i am a
bitch and needed to be fucked and abused.
my shoulders and calves and thighs were burning and aching and
my ass was on fire and my hole felt used, like the slut hole it was meant to
be. MISTRESS but a small butt plug in my cunt and released me from the
bonds. i was not permitted to look at her after that, i kept on the panties
and cut hose with the cock ring still in place and a hard clitty and full
pussy, i dressed in my suit to leave. Before leaving i had to reapply my
lipstick.
i left GODDESS knowing that i am a future cum slut bitch who
needs fucked and abused and that my OWNER is properly training me for my real
role in life. i had to stop for gas and forgot i had on the lipstick and went
in to pay and they all looked at me strangely and it wasn’t until later i
looked in the mirror in the car and realized i still had on the lipstick. i
was so humiliated but then realized that this is exactly what MISTRESS is
training me to becum, a sissy bitch.
i got back to the office and my cunt hole was very sore and
full and my clitty was still hard and leaking, i had wet spots on the front of
my suit pants. i kept my briefcase in front of me to hide the wetness as i
went into my office. i had to hide it when i met with a client also, at five
i was permitted to remove the plug and take off the cock ring and change back
into my boxers. i had gotten used to the silky feel of the panties on my clit
and missed it in the boxers. It took several hours before i felt my hole
close back up after removing the plug. my ass was sore and i felt used and
drained but knew it was for the best and that my OWNER was only doing what was
best for me.
There is no question of my loyalty and allegiance to MISTRESS
and the fact that she has the insight to know exactly what i need and how to
make me the sissy cum slut bitch that i was born to becum.
THANK YOU my GODDESS
YOUR obedient sissy slut michelle
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Thank you for inviting me over for our
1st Christmas. Thank you for the nice black dress you bought me, it was very
tight & I do luv to wear tight clothes. I'm glad you liked your "Hot Pink"
CB-2000 I got you, it seems to fit me pretty well too. New Years Eve you
invited me to come with you to spend NYE with your family. I was wearing your
CB-2000 under my black thong & the black dress you got me for Christmas, 5"
black high heeled boots & a blonde wig. Everyone who came & stayed or left
enjoyed seeing sissy donna all dressed up for NYE. I enjoyed being there with
you & meeting everyone. I sat in my seat all night only getting up with your
permission to use the ladies room. Wearing the CB-2000 at work was great, no
one even noticed I even had it on. It's been a real thrill to be driving
around all dressed up, my long legs bare for all the truck drivers to see (blush)(giggle)
& you sitting beside me.
sissy slave donna
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I had my 2nd experience as a forced fem this past weekend. My Mistress had me
dress up as a female before we left her place, my male clothes were left at her
place. I was completely dressed as a female for the whole weekend we was gone,
wearing a black silk top w/breast enhanced bra & a jean skirt made out of a pair
of jean shorts, pantyhose & 5 inch high heels. We drove to almost Tenn., she had
us stop at Shoney's for lunch, I was nervous, but still went in for lunch. We
ate lunch, & I didn't get any food on my top even though I barely see my plate
for my breasts being in the way. Mistress had me go to the ladies room after
lunch to reapply lipstick to my lips. I used the restroom & as I was pulling up
my pantyhose, my fingernail caused a run in them from the crotch to my left
knee, I almost cried. After we got to our hotel room Mistress was thirsty, so I
went down the hall with my breasts bouncing to & fro & got 2 bottles of pop. My
Mistress's toilet slave came to our room, & while they were having their session
on 1 bed, I was on the other bed on my hands & knees with just my bra & top on,
my butt up in the air waiting to be used. Mistress tried a few things with her
toilet slave & me. After her toilet slave left we both took a nap since we both
were tired. In the morning I dressed up in a long skirt w/fishnet panties & long
sleeve blouse. We drove back home but stopped at a rest area just before
entering Ohio, it felt great to feel the wind blowing thru my skirt. In Ohio we
stopped at a fast food drive-thru, I ordered our food & gave the guy the money,
I think he was a bit surprised at me. Then at the next rest area Mistress & I
both went into the ladies restroom, it felt wonderful to be there with my
Mistress. I took my Mistress back to her place & my wonderful weekend ended when
I put my male clothes back on. Thank you Mistress for a wonderful weekend :)
sissy slave donna
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Mistress,
It felt wonderful putting on my waist cincher & thong, & adding my
fishnet body stocking over them, leaving my pierced nipples with the handcuff
piercing uncovered for everyone to see. Then after my makeup was applied & wig
put on, I looked in the mirror & saw Jamie Lee Curtis. Then I put on my sexy
high heels & my collar & cuffs & went alone down stairs to get our passes for
the Halloween party inside Bowties. I got a lot of attention from everyone on my
way to the check in desk & back to our room. We went together arm in arm to
Bowties, we got 2 stools at the bar. I walked around Bowties a lot that night,
everyone was looking at the cute girl in her cute outfit, I even got attention
from a male in the men's restroom. It would of been great to been in the women's
restroom, but didn't want anyone to complain how much better I looked than them.
Later on during the night, the same male tried to pass me his room key, which I
refused, why, cause I was with my Mistress. I went to the dance floor to see if
I could find someone to dance with & 2 black females grabbed me & had me dance
with them for 2-3 songs. Later that night they was having the costume contest, I
went up to watch it, & got pushed from behind onto the dance floor, little did I
know, til it happened, but I WON as the Sexiest Costume. I was in total shock,
all these women I beat out for the Sexiest Costume. My Mistress was so proud of
me. We left Bowties & had our own fun in our room. That was 1 experience I
thought would never happen, me dressing up as a female & going to a bar where a
lot of people knew me. It was great.
sissy slave donna
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Mistress,
The visit was most degrading and humiliating.
Driving to see you in Yellow peddle pushers, a thin Yellow, Green, and Orange,
see through top, Black Bra (which could be easily seen through my blouse, and
Panties and Black Thigh Highs that showed from mid calf to my shoes
was bad enough.
But, an across the street male neighbor, that I did not see at first, was
on his porch when I got out of my car and saw me in my sissy outfit and it
would have been impossible for him not to see that I had a bra on, along with
my sissy clothes.
I did not hurry and did not see him until I was on your porch and turned around
to set the locks on my car.
I really was humiliated when you pushed me on my hands and knees, pulled my
panties down, put on the ball stretcher and tickled me so that I almost yanked
my sissy sack off.
Hope you had fun with me!
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Hello MsPatty,
I can't stop thinking about our second session together. I am so glad that
you allowed me to cum today. When I came all I thought about was being teased
and denied and not allowed to cum, the sensation of the butt plug being in me
as you touched around my genitals, and being helpless on that cross as you
punished me. I think the hardest part of our session for me was actually the
tease and denial. You are exactly right about how much my pathetic penis
controls my slutty mind. When you brought in the person to watch it was very
embarrassing. My pathetic Ass also cant stop thinking about how you made my
cock hard in front of her and then made it soft instantly by punching me in
the balls. I felt so helpless and controlled. I love to be humiliated and
controlled by you. My pathetic ass feels wanted and accepted and it I love to
serve you and make you happy. I will definitely make our third session real
real soon, no later then the beginning of August. Thank you for allowing me
to serve you once again and I look forward to our next session.
slave jeff,
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Mistress:
Thank You for the time today. i realize that i am very naive, and did not
know anywhere near as much about he subject that I thought I did, but i truly
enjoyed our time together. If You would allow, i would like to visit you
again. i think next time i can be more into it. i would like You to show me
more of what Dominance is about. i feel that You can complement me.
By the way, i was relieved to find my ball sack wasn't 3X original size as it
felt when the humbler was on it. Also, i hope i did not embarrass you with
your neighbors on the porch.
Take care. You are truly a remarkable and insightful person. You are a great
asset to the D/s community
kimberly
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