Mistress Patty's LeatherRealm: Brown Blog 2006-2018

12-30-2018: Brand new year means new beginnings are possible. With that in mind, My Brown Blog will be quite a bit different after Tuesday.

12-23-2018: As you kneel at My feet, remember your selfless devotion to Me. Drink of Me, swallow Me and thank Me for allowing you to carry a part of Me within you.

For those still searching, may you find that special connection that will last a lifetime.

12-16-2018: In past posts, I've talked about textures but it involves much more than dry/firm and smooth. Texture can involve those foods that doesn't completely break down such as raw vegetables, fruits and nuts. For some, the "chunks" is desired and even planned to create an extra level of intensity within full toilet consumption. I'm sure at this point some of you are thinking, "how would you plan something like this and how would it deepen the level of intensity?"

Let's get creative. The Dominant/Top consumes within 8 hours Apple, Walnuts and Raisins. Can you say desert for their toilet? Instruct your toilet to chew instead of simply swallowing so they experience the treat that you have prepared for them.

How about raw Carrots, raw Broccoli, Apple and whole Almonds? Just imagine your toilet chewing slowly, feeling with their tongue all the different textures.

There are so many creative combinations to heighten the experience. Think long and hard, I'm sure you will figure out many delightful combinations to enjoy.

12-10-2018: Over the years, I have been asked on numerous occasions how do I safely collect enough brown/scat and golden/urine to use for creative purposes. These creative purposes can range from covering a toilet/sub/bottom completely with brown to submerging them completely in golden/urine. And yes, clearly for the amounts needed for these activities a collection must take place. No one that I know of could shit or piss that much in a single setting to produce enough for this.

To collect large amounts of brown, you must remember that to keep brown safely you need to collect the fresh brown in an air tight container and place it into the refrigerator or a cool/dark place immediately. Once brown leaves the body, it begins to allow bacteria to grow as it cools down to room temperature. When you place it quickly into an air tight container and place it in the fridge, it slows down bacteria growth. When the fresh brown in the air tight container has cooled down completely in the fridge, you can then place it in the freezer which stops the growth while frozen. Remember to allow for a bit of head space in the air tight container because the moist brown may expand when frozen. To add to your collection in the freezer, simply repeat the process till you have enough for whatever you desire to do. When you are ready to use your brown collection, either allow it to slowly thaw to just under room temperature or defrost it in a microwave. Remember as it returns to room temperature, the bacteria growth begins so use it quickly. If you are baking/cooking with your brown collection, the bacteria will begin again once it cools down. I typically don't bake/cook with My previously frozen collection but it's possible. The risk though remains the same. A couple of frozen brown treat ideas are to take a piece/log of firm/dry brown, insert a wooden stick vertically about half the length of the log. Place in the freezer then remove after a couple of hours and dip into melted chocolate. Another is to fill a paper cup with brown, cover the cup with plastic wrap and insert a wooden stick into the center. Place in freezer for at least a couple of hours till completely frozen. Remove from freezer, carefully remove place wrap and peel away paper cup to reveal your brown popsicle.

What about golden/urine? Similar to brown, you collect the golden into an air tight container and place it in the refrigerator then when cooled down place the air tight container into the freezer. Remember to leave head space in the container since liquids expands when frozen. If you plan to use your golden within a couple of days, refrigeration is all that is necessary. Of course freezing can be more fun. Golden Ice Cubes, Frozen Golden Filled Condoms, Golden Popsicles (paper cup, plastic wrap & wooden stick) and so much more are possible.

12-02-2018: Sore throat, high temperature, congestion, upset stomach.....yes it's flu season. The first day you may run a little warm or have a bit of a sore throat but other than that you're feeling alright. Tempted to use your toilet? Perhaps flushing your snotty tissues down your toilet's throat comes to Mind? Before you shove that tissue into that gapping hole, reconsider unless you want your toilet to suffer right along with you. The flu virus is transmitted when you sneeze, cough or even talk so that snotty tissue is a ticking bomb.

Now I'm sure you're thinking to yourself that if the flu is transmitted by droplets with the virus being inhaled then scat and urine is ok. Maybe but do you want to risk it?

11-25-2018: Here in the United States there are 7 basic synthetic food dyes used in food and that doesn't include the natural dyes. These foods that has dyes, whether synthetic or natural can change the shade of scat. Whether you want to shit a rainbow or stick to a simple shades of poo, it's possible if you consume the correct foods that has these dyes. If you've never taken a peek before flushing, perhaps after reading this your curiosity will be peaked.

Are you sitting there wondering why your scat is usually brown? Brown scat is typical because of how the body digests food, causing a chemical change and turning brown. Certain foods and supplements can cause the color change. For example...Iron supplements can change the color of scat to a greenish or even black color. While a black or heavy green release can be startling, if you're taking an iron supplement then it's harmless. Enjoy the variety.

Let's say that you want to feed your toilet a green surprise. Increasing consumption of green veggies such as spinach, kale or foods/drinks that contain green food coloring is likely to produce a green or greenish result.

Perhaps you really want to go dark, try Iron supplements, Black Licorice, Blueberries or Pepto-Bismol to produce a black bowel movement.

Feeling festive? Try consuming beets, blackberries, cherry Jell-O, tomato soup or red drinks to produce a red or reddish release.

Feeling blue or at least wanting to shake up your scat? Many children's cereals contain high amounts of food coloring including blue #2 which can produce a blue or bluish tint if consumed in high amounts.

11-18-2018: Hairy, trim, shaggy, sparse and even smooth....no two Dominants/Tops are the same. This goes especially for how they maintain pubic hair so there is no best. Whether they maintain the genital hair or not, there are no set rules. Removing the hair, trimming it or going all natural, it comes down to personal preference.

What if the toilet has "issues" with pubic hair? That's pretty simple. Open, honest communication in the beginning before anything is a great time to discuss these "issues". Yes, even a sub/bottom/toilet can have hard limits. These hard limits should be discussed and respected.

As for Myself, it depends on My mood whether to shave or not. Thankfully, My toilet flushes anything I put into his mouth including the random hair. <wicked grin>

11-11-2018: Come My toilet, lay beneath Me and open your mouth wide. Breath in My fragrance and behold My beauty from below. Raise your head, bring your lips close and slide your tongue inside of My oven to gather a sample. No, you will have a larger sample of My savory brown sweets. Take a finger, slide it slowly inside of My oven and collect a bit more. Now slide that same finger into your moist mouth and devour every morsel of My brown treasure.

Sampling within toilet slavery can be an experience all on it's own and can be used within an intimate scene as well as forced. So many lovely methods such as an extended tongue, an erect finger, dildo or other toy gently sliding into the Dominant/Top's asshole. A sample could even be smeared on a gag then inserted into the mouth, forcing the toilet to sample their Dominant/Top's shit.

11-06-2018: The sensation of a warm, wet tongue pressed against sensitive places, slipping and sliding to clean all the remnants away. What do we call this within toilet slavery? It's the Dominant/Top using the toilet's tongue as toilet paper. Cleaning away every drip, every trace of the release from the Dominant/Top.

Is it considered using an object, purely for it's function or is it considered an intimate interaction? Perhaps even both. That is up to the Dominant/Top which is why it's important that the Dominant/Top and the toilet share a similar interest within toilet slavery. Conflicting interests when it comes to toilet slavery rarely lasts if the desired goal is long term. This is why if the goal is possibly long term that questions are asked by both the Dominant/Top and the submissive/bottom in the beginning to see what each other's interest within toilet slavery are.

To lick and slide inside or simply lick...that is the question. Yes, I am talking about eating out the asshole of the Dominant/Top and whether or not to slide the tongue into the asshole. Again, this is up to the Dominant/Top whichever they prefer.

Is there a difference between using a toilet's tongue as toilet paper and oral sex? Even though both feels amazing, yes there is. Oral sex involves stimulating sensitive places such as the clitoris while the tongue as toilet paper covers the overall area that may have remnants of the release.

10-28-2018: Let's eat. What's on the menu? Ordinary conversation at any restaurant. Going out to eat can be an experience you will never forget when toilet slavery is involved. That little secret shared between a Dominant/Top and their toilet as everyone around them are enjoying their meal as well, exciting doesn't even begin to describe it.

There are many discrete possibilities in a restaurant setting. These possibilities with a creative mind are endless and reminding them of their purpose is just the beginning. How about discretely taking a glass to the restroom, upon returning ordering them to drink it? Perhaps you've brought a little something with you to add to the meal that you've ordered for them? A simple sip of their beverage, leaving behind a bit of yourself is even possible or chewing a bite of food then pulling your toilet close to Momma bird them with your mouth full of food is pleasurable.

10-22-2018: Slick, sticky, sensual, erotic, sweet, salty, bitter....the list goes on to describe urine and that's only the beginning. Urine can be easily modified, changing it's color, taste and smell. With all of this in mind, urine can be explored many different ways within toilet slavery. Whether it's used within a sensual scene, a part of humiliation or just good ol' wet fun, there is no end to the possibilities when you get creative.

Perhaps you're thinking to yourself, "how can piss be sensual?" Sensuality is more a mindset than anything. Two bodies with a stream of urine flowing between them can be sensual. The intimate act of showering a submissive/bottom or instructing them to hold a wine glass beneath the Dominant/Top to collect flowing golden then drink can be as well. Of course straddling the face of a submissive/bottom then telling them to open wide and drink from the Dominant/Top can always be not only intimate but very sensual with the right chemistry.

Humiliation though is much more common when it comes to urine within toilet slavery. Restraining a submissive/bottom within a potty box or inside a tub then ordering them to open wide to flush the Dominant/Top's piss down their throat, treating them as if they are simply an object to be used again is just one way humiliation is used. Chaining a submissive/bottom to a semi-public toilet to allow others to use them as a urinal is another but let's get a bit more creative. The Dominant/Top restrains the submissive/bottom on it's back with it's head immobilized and it's legs up, exposing it's ass. The Dominant/Top collects piss awhile prior then fills an enema bag to insert the piss into the exposed ass while squatting over it's gagged mouth then pissing down it's throat.

10-14-2018: Butt trumpet, toot, booty bomb, blast of gas from the oven....in other words, farting. Whether your into farting as a fetish or not, it's still a totally natural body function and does happen within toilet slavery. Whether it's planned/forced or not. Whether you're a Dominant/Top releasing gas or a toilet receiving the blast, it happens so it must be accepted that it occurs when exploring full toilet.

Within toilet slavery, farting can be a part of the erotic exchange between Dominant/Top and toilet in several ways since it's made up of gases that build within the body as well as particles of scat. The act of farting can be associated with the intimacy of feeding the toilet and a part of the Dominant/Top becoming a part of them. It can also be used as a tool to humiliate the toilet by forcing it to inhale or swallow the release of gas as simply an object, a toilet. Breath play, using farting is also alot of fun. Just imagine not only flushing down the Dominant/Top's shit and piss but also forced to inhale their gas. Filling the toilet's lungs, polluting them. <wicked smile>

10-07-2018: Within toilet slavery, scat and urine is mostly talked about but there is more when you think about it. What about sweat? What about saliva? What about menstrual blood, dead skin, nail clippings and nasal/respiratory mucus? These are also a part of the Dominant/Top and should be considered as possibilities within toilet slavery. I'm sure at this point, you're thinking how can these be included within the duties of the toilet? Use your imagination and allow your creativity to shine.

There are those that include vomit, black heads, white heads and scabs but I personally don't. While your toilet fetish may include them, Mine doesn't.

Salty, musty sweat. Sweaty pits, sweaty feet, boob sweat or simply sweat on the skin can be removed by the toilet using their tongue. What about bath water? After a long soak in a hot bath, what could be better than having your toilet drink from it? Has the Dominant/Top had a long, hard day? A foot soak while watching the toilet consume from it is always pleasurable, consuming the dirt, sweat and dead skin within the water.

Flavorful saliva. Simple enough is the Dominant/Top spitting into their toilet's mouth. A big swig of water or some other type of liquid then spitting it into your toilet's mouth is also enjoyable. Of course I prefer more passion and it's super erotic. Placing chocolates or whatever food you are eating into your mouth, chewing and blending saliva with it then spitting or passing the chewed food into the toilet's mouth then instructing them to flush it down their throat.

Thick, slippery menstrual blood. Clearly this is only possible with a female Dominant/Top. The consumption of menstrual blood bonds the Dominant/Top and toilet in a very special way plus of course this is still considered extremely taboo which can add to the excitement. Aside from that, it's extremely erotic and HOTT. So many ways to achieve this. One way is the use of a menstrual cup which is inserted into the Dominant/Top, allowing the blood to be collected then after awhile removed and the blood is poured down the throat of the toilet. Another way is for the Dominant/Top to wear a tampon then instructing/forcing the toilet to suck the tampon clean. Want to be a bit more creative? Add menstrual blood to food or a drink.

Flakey dry skin and nail clippings. Having your toilet kneeling at your feet, caring for them by clipping toe nails and using a Ped Egg (removes calluses & dead skin) or a pumice stone to remove the dead skin then the consuming begins. The Ped Egg opens up to reveal all the dead skin which can easily be poured onto the tongue of the toilet. It can also be shaken over food for that extreme special touch. Same of course for nail clippings. <wicked giggles>

Mucus, mucus, where's the mucus? That's right, the nose. Blown into a tissue then flushed down the throat of the toilet or simply using a q-tip or finger to collect snot from the nose then instructing/forcing the toilet to suck the gooey Goddess candy off are popular options. Other options are breathing deeply, collecting the mucus in the mouth then spitting it down the throat of the toilet or including it into food or drink.

10-02-2018: Whether you're a sub/bottom about to have your first introduction or an experienced toilet, preparation can certainly help make that experience a great one. Preparing yourself for such an experience not only takes preparation of your body but of your mind as well. Didn't think there was so much involved exploring toilet slavery, did you? While the fantasy of being placed under your Dominant/Top's ass and being instructed to open wide then swallow whether by force or intimate consent is most definitely exciting, many simply ignore everything else.

Let's prepare the mind first. What excites you about the toilet experience? Is it the intimacy and devotion to your Dominant/Top that motivates you to be a toilet for them or is it the humiliation of being used in such a way? Is being their toilet your purpose? Focus on your reason. Keep that mindset during the experience and truly find peace within. Serving your purpose will bring you the freedom that you need and crave.

Now let's prepare the body. Ever eaten something too spicy or greasy on an empty stomach then feel a bit queasy not long afterwards? When consuming brown, it can have the same effect on an empty stomach. I always suggest plain yogurt that is labeled as having "active cultures" to coat the stomach within an hour or so prior to consumption. It can help reduce the risk of a negative experience when consuming. Don't like yogurt? Pepto-Bismol which is an over the counter med can help as well.

09-30-2018: I will be adding more to My update within the next 24 - 48 hours. Have so much eye candy to share here on Leather Realm that I have run out of time for this evening so keep an eye out.

09-23-2018: I had an absolutely wonderful time enjoying My toilet ay this past weekend so I just had to share the pictures of coating My warm brown over his chest, lips and tongue. I will finish this update within the next 24 hours so keep an eye out.

As I laid on the bed on My side without panties, I ordered My toilet down to the end of the bed. With a smile, I told him to clean My asshole as I spread My legs to bring him in closer. Dripping juices, I told him to clean Me and to swallow every drop. Slide his tongue into My asshole to make sure it was extra clean.

Soon I felt the urge to release My golden, I sat up on the bed then got up onto My knees. Quickly I told him to retrieve the glass from the table and to hold it under Me to catch every drop of golden released. When the glass was full and My bladder was empty, I watched closed and told him to drink all of Me. With a grin, I watched him slowly drink every drop.

I reach for the chocolate and peanut butter candies that My precious toilet brought Me, placing one between My lips and taking it into My mouth. Chewing slowly I pull him closer and place My lips onto his, passionately kissing him and sharing the sweet treat as well as My spit.

With a grin, I announce it's poo painting time as I tell you to lay back on the tarp and reach for small collection of My brown from a little earlier. As I begin to smear My poo over your nude flesh, I tell you to notice how warm My creamy shit is. With a smile from ear to ear, I giggle as I paint a thick layer all over your chest.

Next update I will post about Toilet Preparation since My mind is still filled with thoughts of My weekend with My toilet ay.

09-16-2018: When most people think of scat, they think of it as a necessary evil that they are forced to endure due to their body's need to evacuate waste. Like a perfect machine, it consumes then releases anything not used as fuel or towards it's maintenance. The human toilet and it's Dominant/Top views this process differently. Not as a necessary evil but rather an experience to remind the toilet of it's place, an intimate connection or simply messy erotic fun. Of course it's still scat. Erotic experience, a reminder of place or an intimate connection...it's still shit. Let's improve the taste and texture to make the experience even better.

Even though when you consume, the body has the last word when it comes to what it releases but there are ways to improve the scat produced. No, it's not a sure thing since there are many factors involved but there are ways to guide the body towards a desired result. How can you guide your body? Start paying attention to it. If you don't already know how often you go, make a mental note over the next week.

What else can you do? Consider what you consume. Foods that takes longer to digest or doesn't digest completely such as whole grains, nuts, raw vegetables and fruits can lead to a less than appealing result. It may even give the toilet difficulty if they have a food allergy such as peanuts. As a Dominant/Top, regulating what you consume at least 24 hours prior can help.

Did you know there are way to manipulate what you taste like? For years the idea of manipulating the taste of someone was typically referencing ejaculation but the same idea can be used with scat and golden. Avoiding alcohol, tomato based, spicy foods and pork can remove a bitter taste. Sweets such as dark chocolate can actually sweeten the result.

Have a desired texture? Whether it's creamy or dry/firm, the suggestions above can help in that pursuit.

09-09-2018: Trust within Toilet Slavery is more than simply having some kind of chemistry or attraction to one another and going on what someone claims as prior experience. Real trust takes open communication, honesty and time. While feeling comfortable with someone at first and having chemistry will lead to a basic bond, trust doesn't and shouldn't happen overnight. Trust is earned whether you are a toilet/bottom or a Dominant/Top. Once trust is established, anything is possible.

Now I'm sure there are those reading this thinking to themselves that if they are just "hooking" up with someone for a one time thing that trust that goes beyond safety doesn't matter. Limiting yourself to just that experience will do just that, limit your experience. Without trust, your exploration of toilet slavery will never get any better than that limited experience. The trust established between a Dominant/Top and toilet/bottom, allows not only the exploration to go further with each new experience but it will allow it to grow. Grow into what? Those involved only knows.

09-04-2018: Ever wondered why when it comes to using the toilet, releasing your bowels, that it's instinct to close the door and have privacy? Like it's some kind of secret that our bodies need to expel the byproduct of what we consume at some point. With that instinct driven deep into our psyche, it's accompanied by shame. For those that have the desire to submit to one of the ultimate forms of submission and devotion, they may experience the feeling of humiliation and objectification while also being sexually excited. Those that demand this form of submission and devotion, they may crave the control over another, feel entitled to this form and may receive sexual gratification from the experience.

As instructed, you begin undressing in silence then quickly get into the position described within them. Laying on the floor, you remain quiet as instructed till you feel the vibrations beneath your nude flesh along the floor getting stronger as someone is walking towards you. Without a word, a box is placed over your head and a funnel is pressed into your mouth. Suddenly darkness falls as someone has sat down to use you. Soon you feel warm liquid pouring from the funnel into your mouth. Quickly you swallow to keep up till only drops flow. Slowly the light returns as you feel the vibration soon fade away.

As the instructions dictated, you are to remain in position for 2 hours. During this time, you will flush anything that enters your mouth down your throat. At the end of 2 hours, you will clean up then dress and leave as quiet as you entered.

With great anticipation, you quietly wait till you are called upon. Soon My voice beckons you. "Come kneel at My feet, My toilet." Quickly, you do as ordered. As I look down upon you, I tell you to lay down upon your back in the floor. Without a sound, you lay upon the floor on your back. Soon I step over you, My legs on either side of your head. Peering up, you see My eyes looking down upon you. "Open your mouth, My toilet," I tell you and you do so. I lower My body down upon your waiting mouth. "Drink of Me, My toilet" I tell you as golden enters your mouth. From above you, you hear My moans of pleasure as I release into you. With a giggle, the last few drops land upon your tongue and slides down your throat.

As I stand, I climb up upon the bed and instruct you to kneel as the foot of it. Again, you do as instructed. Watching with great excitement, you watch as I sit up on My knees and turn around. Now My luscious flesh is in front of you, I tell you "Place your open lips against My asshole, My toilet." Without hesitation, you place your open mouth against My rosebud. Soon I begin to push causing My asshole to open slowly. "Eat of Me, My toilet. Receive My gift of a bit of Me." I tell you. With your heart dancing, My gift passes your lips and you gobble My brown up till you have swallowed all of My gift down your throat. "Now I have become a part of you for the rest of your life. I will always be with you," I whisper as I tell you to lick My asshole clean.

08-26-2018: So you're on your way towards consumption and you know that you have options other than straight from the source. Here are some Brown Food Hacks for those that can't cook/bake or simply doesn't have the time to bake from scratch. Whether you are a Dominant/Top looking for ideas or a sub/bottom/toilet that is exploring on their own or wants to pass on the information.

All of these hacks can be mixed in storage bags and if baking is involved, inexpensive disposable pans are easily found at your local shop.

#1: Brown Brownies: Start with your favorite box of chocolate or fudge brownie mix and a 1/2 cup of fresh solid scat. Place your fresh scat inside of a sandwich baggie and set aside. Follow the directions on the box except instead of placing ingredients in a bowl, put in a gallon size storage bag. After mixing the brownie mix inside of the storage bag, seal and set aside. Go back to your bagged scat. Now you are ready to add your scat to the actual brownie mix bag. Simply snip the corner off of the scat baggie, gently squeeze into the brownie storage bag. Reseal it and begin gently mixing the scat with the brownie mix. If you'd prefer "chunks" or "small logs" of scat in your brownies, simply snip a bigger corner off of the scat baggie and break apart the scat for bite size pieces, add to the brownie mix bag and seal it. Gently mix. Don't mix too much or the brownies won't turn out but enough that they are incorporated. Now we are ready to bake. Spray your disposable pan with cooking spray. Cut the corner of the brown brownie baggie then squeeze it into your pan and spread it using the baggie itself or a plastic spoon/knife. Follow the baking instructions on the box. Since all ovens are different, start checking your brown brownies about 10 minutes sooner than what the box says. To test for doneness, just use a tooth pick and insert it into the center, if it comes out clean that means it's done. Let cool then slice as you normally would. Store in the refrigerator or freezer in an air tight container.

#2: Brown Bombs: Start with your favorite box of instant chocolate cake mix and a 1/2 cup of fresh solid scat. I always use Devil's Food. Place your fresh scat inside a sandwich baggie then set aside. Crack 2 eggs into a small bowl, then add 1/3 cup of vegetable or canola and teaspoon of vanilla into a bowl. Mix till combined then pour into a gallon size storage bag and add the instant cake mix. Seal storage bag then put aside. Take scat baggie, massage the scat baggie till the scat has a smooth constancy. Snip the corner of the scat baggie to now add to the gallon size bag. Mix till it forms a cookie dough and place the sealed gallon bag in the refrigerator to chill for 15-30 minutes.

Preheat oven to 350°F. Prepare your disposable foil cookie sheet with parchment paper so they don't stick and set aside.

Remove your cookie dough from the refrigerator and place the ball of dough on a foam or paper plate. Begin forming dough into 1 inch balls. A pair of vinyl or latex gloves are suggested for this. Place onto prepared cookie sheet, spaced 2 inches apart and place in your preheated oven. Bake for 9-11 minutes or until set. Let cool before removing from pan. Store in the refrigerator or freezer in an air tight container.

#3: Brown Buckeyes: In a gallon size storage bag add 1/2 cup of fresh solid scat and 1/4 cup of creamy peanut butter, seal the bag and mix. Open the bag, add 2 cups of powdered sugar then seal the bag and mix till it forms a ball of dough. Place sealed gallon bag in the refrigerator to chill for 15-30 minutes.

Remove gallon bag from refrigerator and place the ball of dough on a foam or paper plate. Begin forming dough into quarter sized balls and place on a wax paper or parchment paper covered cookie sheet. A pair of vinyl or latex gloves are suggested for this. Set aside for a bit.

In the microwave, melt 12oz of semi sweet, dark or milk chocolate chips with 2 teaspoons of cooking or coconut oil for roughly 2 minutes or until completely melted. Stir.

Dip till coated each hardened ball into melted chocolate using a plastic spoon or fork then place back onto the wax paper to dry. Store in the refrigerator or freezer in an air tight container.

Remember because it contains scat, the longer you wait to consume even when it's been in a refrigerator or freezer, the more risk.

08-19-2018: The basic idea of consumption within toilet slavery is pretty simple. Whatever the Dominant/Top puts into the toilet's mouth, is flushed down it's throat. Typically it's scat/brown straight from the Dominant/Top but in training just like anything else, it's a process.

If the Dominant/Top is actually training a toilet towards full consumption, there are levels involved. Depending on prior experience, these are examples of the levels I use towards full consumption.

*Food/Enema. Mashed bananas or the like inserted into Me then released into the toilet's mouth.

*Tampons/Dildos. After using a tampon or dildo, it's inserted into the toilet's mouth to be chewed/sucked/licked clean.

Each Dominant/Top is different so there are other ways to progress towards full consumption but My examples give you an idea of the possibilities.

08-12-2018: Let's talk about when someone takes the huge step towards toilet slavery. Whether it's the sub/bottom fantasizing about being used as a toilet or the Dominant/Top fantasizing about using a human toilet, this step is huge for both.

Urine which I typically refer to as Golden is an excellent starting point since there is very little risk and from My experience is the easiest. So many creative ways to experience golden, straight from the source which does involve a funnel if you prefer less mess to dressing it up in a wine glass or other drink. For some, this step ends at golden and I personally refer to those subs/bottoms as urinals.

Sometimes the huge step of toilet slavery that involves scat/brown is just an opportunity that isn't planned at all. One of those times that everything and everyone involved is aligned to make for one hell of an experience. I know for Myself, My first experience wasn't planned and it is one of the experiences in My life thus far that I hold dear.

Many times though, the huge step involving scat/brown is planned which can be pretty intimidating in itself. The Dominant/Top must pay attention to their bodies if the interaction with the sub/bottom is limited so as to time it within the time period that their body naturally releases unless they force it which I personally find rough on the body. If it's not limited, having that first special experience is much easier since the Dominant/Top can simply allow their body to release naturally. The sub/bottom (toilet) also experiences how it feels to be used in a natural scenario.

The Dominant/Top must also pay attention to what they put in their bodies that may affect the experience such as medications, alcohol, high-fiber vegetables that may not completely digest and possible food allergies of the toilet such as peanuts. When I use a toilet, I view the experience as giving them a gift of Me. One that will become a part of them so 24 hours prior to using/training a toilet, I pay close attention to everything that enters My body.

The sub/bottom, prior to consumption must also think about their bodies. Consumption is a special, intimate experience. One that will begin hopefully a long relationship full of experiences that will bond the Dominant/Top and the sub/bottom so the very first experience must go well to achieve this bond. To help make the first experience great, do not consume on an empty stomach and prepare it by consuming yogurt within an hour or two prior. This will reduce the risk of a negative experience.

07-01-2018: This past week, I amused Myself with a toilet that hadn't been used for a couple of years. From his description of his previous training, she had trained/used him similar to how I train which was a pleasant surprise. So many experienced toilets over the years that I have screened, to say their training had been nothing like I train is an understatement. This toilet on the other hand had been trained well but to achieve the success of that training, a connection was made between them which can make taking the big step meeting someone new frightening and intimidating. I'm glad that he took that big step and met with Me. Even though we began at the very beginning since it had been so long, he did well drinking My golden for the first time.

06-10-2018: Even though I have been amusing Myself and busy with life in general, I can't help but crave My toilet. So much in fact that I have been working in My spare time on a smother box that can also be used with toilet slavery. Once I have it finished, I will definitely be taking pictures and will be using it hopefully soon.

05-13-2018: Within so many cultures, over the centuries menstrual blood has been viewed in many different ways. From a menstruating woman being considered sacred and powerful to being used for medical purposes. Yes! We women are truly goddesses.

Even though I view whatever I give from My body to a toilet as a gift, I view My Red Essence as a very special one. Even My blood covered pads and tampons, are special and will be treasured.

04-29-2018: Traditionally when you think of a toilet slave, it involves consumption or showers but it can also involve inhaling as well as insertions.

This past week, I forced diaper t to inhale My fresh golden from a diaper that I secured over his face then placed a dry cleaning bag over his head forcing him to breath Me in deep.

Since I wasn't satisfied yet and I wanted to become a part of him, I gave him My very special fresh golden enema to hold deep into his ass which much of it absorbed into him. <wicked giggle>

04-22-2018: Awhile back I was talking about fantasizing about filling up a kiddy pool with My golden and placing My toilet into it. As you can see below, I am already preparing for when My toilet returns.

04-15-2018: Imagine being totally helpless, your body restrained and your head immobilized. Above you, you can only see My smiling face looking down upon you with My thighs spread wide. I tell you to beg for My golden or I will leave you thirsty and restrained till I decide to release you which could be hours, perhaps even days. With all the sincerity you can muster, you beg to drink of My divine golden. With a giggle, I slide forward and tell you to open your mouth wide as I release My golden then watch it slowly flow down your throat. Suddenly the flow stops as quickly as it began. "Beg to drink of Me again," I tell you as I listen for your response.

04-01-2018: As I stand above you wearing a robe, I tell you to stand and follow Me. We leave My playroom and thru the living room to reach the bathroom. "Prepare My bathe," I tell you. Quickly, you turn the water on and begin. "From now on, you will prepare My bathe on your own and today you will learn exactly how I like it to be," I tell you as I sit on the stool near you. After I test the temperature of the water and you adjust the water till it's perfect, I tell you to add a cup of bathe salts as well as lavender bubble bath. "Perfect," I tell you as I stand and remove My robe then step into the hot sudsy water. "Extend your hand," I say as I reach for it and lower Myself into the tub. Surrounded by suds, My bare flesh warms up as I lay back against the cool porcelain tub.

As I relax soaking in the heavenly warm water, I tell you that you will have the honor of bathing Me. "Each time you earn the honor of bathing Me, you will follow this exact routine," I say with a smile. In detail, I tell you exactly how to wash and condition My hair then how I expect you to wash My flesh. Once finished, I tell you to extend your hand once again to assist My exit from the tub. Quickly you do so. "Now take a towel, dry My body then dress Me in My robe," I tell you as I take another towel to wrap My hair. As I wrap Myself in My robe I say with a smile, " you have done well My toilet."

03-25-2018: For awhile now I have been thinking about, more like fantasizing about placing My toilet slave within a kiddy pool then filling it with My golden. I know, it would be easier to just place My slave within the bathtub then go from there but the little rubber pool just sounds so much more exciting. Besides, I've done the golden bathtub more than a few times over the years and I want something with a twist. Mmmm I see the purchase of a rubber pool in My future. <wicked giggle>

03-18-2018: This past week, I enjoyed Myself so much with a visit from My toilet ay. Below is what My toilet saw as he entered. A treat of My golden tea and My brown brownie topped with chocolate. Of course he ate every crumb of Me as well as drank every drop. Such a good toilet of Mine.

Even though the afternoon passed quickly, I teased him with My treats till he begged to devour them, enjoyed him worshipping My feet and body as well as used his tongue as toilet paper.

03-11-2018: A sleeping toilet b in My potty box from awhile back. From over use of course. <wicked grin>

03-04-2018: I take your hand to lead you to a small table with a formal setting. I tell you to sit and you do so without hesitation. I take the wine glass in front of you and fill it with My chilled golden then take a seat across from you. With a smile, I tell you to drink of Me. Quickly you bring the glass up to your lips and drink. "Drink Me slowly and savor My essence," I tell you. As the last drop passes your lips, I take the glass from your hand then fill it again and place it on the table. "I have something sweet for you," I say as I stand and return a moment later with a dessert plate. With a grin, I place the plate in front of you and tell you that I have prepared My warm Brown Brownie with a scoop of vanilla ice cream, topped with whipped cream and drizzled with chocolate. As I return to My seat, I pick up the spoon next to the plate and scoop up a bit of chocolate heaven. "Open your mouth and eat of Me," I tell you as I bring the spoon up to your lips and watch as you take My dessert into your mouth. "Chew Me slowly," I say with a smile, placing the spoon in your hand. "Now swallow and devour Me, My toilet."

02-25-2018: Just as you walk into My door I tell you to lock the door behind you, remove your clothing and fold them neatly on the end of the bed then kneel at My feet. Without a word, you do as I have told you. Kneeling at My feet, moments passes as though time has stopped till My words fills your ears. "Drink of Me", I say as I place My hand under your chin and press the glass against your lips. My sweet, salty golden passes your lips and flows down your throat till the last drop.

02-13-2018: I decided to make one of My Golden Brown Smoothies for My favorite toilet.

It's made with French Vanilla Yogurt, My Brown and My sweet Golden blended into this bit of perfection...

Even though I presented myself very respectfully, this was not a normal session with Ms. Patty.
There was no potty box for me. After our not so brief exchange, Ms. Patty decided to allow me the pleasure of drinking her golden from a wine glass - a very appealing one. Icy fog was forming on the glass. I can see Ms. Patty's fingerprints on the glass. She told me to pick it up. Not allowing me to sip until I just smell it for a while. I had mixed feelings of pleasure and being repulsed. But I followed the instructions because of my extreme desire to please Ms. Patty.
It was a moderate amount of urine. Few sips and I felt that I was in heaven. A few more sips and I started to feel bloated. "No mercy, here" she shouted...you will drink it all. She grabbed the glass from my hand and dipped her fingers then splashed the urine all over my face. When I hesitated to drink, It was allover my hairy chest. When I hesitated for the third time, she took a nasal device and ejected Her urine in my nose. It did not feel good, but I did deserve the punishment. After this, I was definitely ready to follow the orders to the letter. Mistress Patty had a jar in the fridge for me to take home as well. What a generous and classy lady. I do not know how can Mistress Patty seem so cruel but yet so loving. I know it from little gestures with her hands touching my body gently and mercifully during the whole process.

Next was the main dish. It was an actual dish - hot from the microwave oven - of her brown nuggets (prepared after she woke up this morning). Very classy looking dish with a silver fork. The nuggets were creamy and really cut small. They seem to be just as fresh as coming from her gorgeous oven. They were delicious. The Mistress continued her instructions with her sexy voice - the sexiest voice I ever heard. "Smell for few minutes. Keep it whole in your mouth. Chew it slowly, three times at least. Now swallow". Soo in command. Soo sexy. Soo delicious. When I was almost done, she wiped some leftovers on my forehead and under my nose. My chest and genitals had their delicious share as well.

Then came the brown-golden Smoothie. Blended so creatively by Mistress's sexy manicured hands. What a treat that was. So appealing in looks, smells and taste that even a Non-Toilet human would gulp it like a Chocolate or Mango Smoothie. This was such a memorable experience. I will never forget it. That is not to mention the privilege of all this brown and golden delicacies being hosted in my body. I am infinitely grateful to the queen in my heart, the bright sunshine of my life, my gorgeous Mistress Patty.

Mistress Patty said: no drink for you today. Real fresh brown is all you are going to get.
I can't guarantee it will be soft for your body to get some liquid out of it. Actually it may be real hard and stinky . And you know very well that I will make you eat it and thank me for it.
I always get what I want. My orders will be firm. Open your mouth. Kiss my ass hole. Beg for my shit. Get it. Chew (very sexy voice) . Chew some more. Don't swallow until I give you permission. Ok. Now swallow it. Savor it.
Then she picked a bite size in her hand. She graciously applied it to my forehead, under my nose, on my lips, my Cheeks, my chin, and my hairy chest.
At first she she did not allow me to lick my lips. After begging, she let me. It tasted like coffee with a sweet and bitter bite to it.
An aura of Ms. Patty filled the room . She was enjoying it. She was not at all repulsed by the smell. She let me lay there for the creamy substance to be absorbed into my skin. It was like a cold pricy ointment to my body. A privilege for me.
Taste. Smell. Savor it for a while. She was not in a hurry. She knew I would obey.
I was in brown Paradise.

Mistress Patty has so far deprived me of the taste, smell and texture of her fresh unprocessed brown. I think she does not think I'm worthy of it. It is true that she honored me with baked cookies flavored with her brown and it was an out of this world delicacy. It would be a dream comes true if I can enjoy her brown little by little with a fork on a dish, as I remember we discussed. I know she wants me to beg. And here I am begging. She is a real goddess in control.
But my memory of the golden gift of Mistress Patty will never be lost. I Was under her, so close to her golden source.. My whole face almost engulfed by her. The stream of tart, salty yet delicious juice started slowly as if to test my reaction. I was so excited to drink. And more came down, like a river of pleasure. My nose and eyes had their fair share. Even though mistress Patty told me to close my eyes. I can't In good conscience close my eyes to that awesome sight.
I was trying to blow my nose without using my hands but I could not. So the golden nectar flowed into both my digestive and pulmonary systems. Oh, yes so much more of the Mistress gifts inside of me.
When a string of Mistress Patty's precious pubes found its way to my mouth I did not want to lose it. I wanted to swallow it as well. And I did.
In my attempt to take a breath, I turned my face away but Mistress Patty was firm and extremely confident "bring your face back under me. I am not going anywhere anytime soon". It was bossy and scary but I loved it so much I wanted more: more golden, more brown, more hair, more feet skin, more real.
When I see Mistress Patty, it's a mixed feeling. It's honor? and anxiety and thirst and hunger. Who else In this world can inspire these feelings Yet, she only cares about her own pleasure. I truly love being in her presence.

The magnitude of control that Ms. Patty exercises over her subjects' body and mind is tremendous. She told me more than once that the time she spends with me is for her pleasure not mine. I saw evidence on her videos that men gladly suffer for her pleasure. Sometimes she calls it stress relieve, sometimes punishment, and sometimes she says it arouses her or reminds her of old lovers. But at no time did she say that it was what they want or what gives them pleasure.
But despite all that she has a soft touch. She has a kind heart that manifests itself on pat on the back of her subjects or holding their hands or touching their fingers. And her wicked giggle is the most sexy sound I have ever heard.
Also I just want her to know that I would suffer anything for her. Even a little spanking, which I did not mention to her before. At some point she was absolutely genius in calling her spanking a subject "romantic". True. I think any time at all with her is truly romantic.
Thank you forever, Mistress Patty.

These are the best moments you were generous enough to allow me to have, that I will never forget.
Some fantastic moments were:
One: when I saw you for the first time it was a dream come true. You were a perfect beauty. I was completely attuned to what you say. Ready to act on any demand you make. But you were so gracious as to allow a little conversation to melt the ice. I was talking to you but in the mean time completely overwhelmed by your stunning beauty.
You had me lay down to receive your golden, I was excited my heart was beating. I started to receive the sweet tasting liquid. Thirstily gulping. After few minutes I was drenched in your delicious golden juice.
I wanted to lap up the mess on the floor.. I thought you will order me to clean it with my tongue. But no. You did have in mind another surprise. A whole meal of your baked brown. And you wiped it on my forehead and chest and tongue. That was the height of the day. You are so awesome. You are my queen.

12-03-2017: Over the weekend, I enjoyed My toilet ay and I even took a bit of eye candy. After so much pleasure, I am in a generous mood so I have pictures as well as video below to share.

10-29-2017: With Ohio getting colder and the leaves turning into those magnificent shades of Autumn, it's the perfect day for a cup of tea. But what is a lovely cup of tea without a bit of Me? So I decided to take a few ounces of My golden and boil it down till it was concentrated. While My golden was being processed, I steeped a cup of Earl Grey. Once My golden concentrate was perfect, I added a half a teaspoon to the tea exactly as I would if I was adding sugar or honey.

10-15-2017: Within toilet slavery, most dwell on the brown and golden that flows from Me but neglect to think about everything else. My Red Flow is often forgotten about as well as My sweet sticky sweat, the dry skin from My feet or even the water from My bath or after you have washed My feet. Perhaps even My moist panties from My juices flowing. So many lovely treasures involved in toilet slavery. Remember them well before you kneel at My feet and crawl into My potty box.

09-24-2017: Since there has been a few emails asking what exactly other than My brown is in the Brown Buckeyes, I will share some details.

I begin by collecting some of My fresh brown depending on how many brown buckeyes I want to make. For an idea, use 1/4 cup of brown and put it into a storage baggie. Next add 1/4 cup of creamy peanut butter to the bag, followed by 1/2 cup powdered sugar give or take. Close the bag up, mix till all ingredients are combined and forms a ball. Chill for at least 30 minutes. After chilling, remove from baggie and shape into quarter sized balls then place on wax paper. In a microwave safe bowl, add 1/3 cup semi sweet chocolate chips and a bit of cooking oil or cooking wax then microwave at 30 second increments till the chips are melted. Stir till smooth. Remove each formed ball and dip into melted chocolate then place back on the wax paper till chocolate sets. After a few minutes, you're ready to feed your toilet.

09-17-2017: Even though I have talked about My Brown Buckeyes which are chocolate covered and a bit of Me, I have never shared a picture so I whipped up a couple and snapped a picture.

09-11-2017: With the cooler weather coming into Ohio, I have been experimenting with brown and golden recipes that would warm a toilet up on these colder days. One recipe I have come up with is this basic Golden Soup. Oh Yes! Such a simple recipe which is My fresh released golden heated with a thickener then a dash of chopped parsley and ground black pepper to taste.

09-03-2017: The burning question within My mind this evening resulted in a bit of eye candy below as well as on My Video Gallery.

08-27-2017: Autumn is just around the corner so what a perfect time for a lovely cup of warm golden. Are you worthy to drink Me warm with honey?

08-20-2017: Just imagine if I granted you the gift of drinking of Me that isn't directly from the source....My Golden in a lovely wine glass is the only way.

08-06-2017: Yes! I have been inspired to try another poo recipe....introducing My Brown Bombs. These mildly sweet treats has a kiss of Me in each one of them.

Now the question is...who is going to have My brown flush down their throat first?

06-18-2017: Where are you? Are you lying within the darkness, dreaming of being beneath Me with your mouth opened wide? Do you lick your lips fantasizing that My sweet juices is dripping between them, quickly sliding down your throat? Within the darkness, do you hear My moans as My body releases down upon you? When you breath deep, do you smell My scent? As a breeze passes over your raw flesh, do you remember how My finger tips gently glided over your skin? So many lovely thoughts....

06-11-2017: Such a beautiful dance, toilet ay and I danced. My spit flowed past his lips like honey as it slowly slipped it's way down his throat. My golden showered over him as he widened his lips to catch all he could. My brown treats filled his cheeks as he chewed each bite passionately and I smiled with great anticipation for when I ordered him to swallow. To finish, his tongue slid deep to clean every spot as though it was toilet paper. Till our next dance....

05-28-2017: When I allow you to swallow My brown, I become a part of you forever. After I place you within My potty box, I straddle it and slowly bring Myself down upon it's seat which is only inches above your mouth. I tell you to open wide, prepare to eat of Me. I bear down gently, slowly pushing My gift from deep within My body. Inch by inch, I feel it's textured surface stimulate My sensitive tunnel. Suddenly, My warm brown scent fills the air as it carefully hangs just above your awaiting tongue. "Eat of Me, My toilet" I moan as I react to the stimulation from smelling My own warm scent...

If My words don't stimulate your imagination of being within My potty box, the video below on the Video Gallery of My toilet eating My brown certainly will.

As you can see, I enjoyed another show of My toilet covering himself with My golden as well as a bit of brown that escaped his mouth. To say it was an erotic and stimulating experience once again is an understatement.

05-21-2017: Sometimes even the best ideas for equipment doesn't always work for everyone such as the funnel gag pictured below on My toilet b. Don't worry though, I am modifying it to work better the next time I put My toilet into it and use it.

As My toilet contently laid within My potty box after I released My sweet golden nectar down his throat, I looked over to notice the half bottle of My golden going to waste. Now I couldn't have that so I decided to slowly pour My golden over his face and neck as he laid there so peacefully. Quickly the chux pads under him began to swell with sweet salty goodness and the room filled with My scent. Suddenly My toilet began to rock his head from side to side, allowing the piss swelled pads to burst leaving his cheeks wet and slick. "Remove My potty box from the tarp and pads," I tell him as he quickly complied. As he began to pick up the piss filled pads to lay in the center of the tarp as if I had psychically instructed him to, I noticed the passion in his eyes. With each touch, My piss would burst past his fingers and fall upon his nude flesh. As My panties began to become moist, I continued to watch as My golden flowed past his fingers down his body.

Such a lovely and stimulating experience watching his body respond to My golden. So slick, so erotic and so much piss.

05-14-2017: As I close My eyes I imagine them fall down upon you, I watch as your body moves beneath Me. I tell you to open your mouth wide, you do so without hesitation. "Drink Me, My toilet," I instruct as I feel your lips brush against My swollen clit scampering to find the right spot. With a gentle push, My golden gushes forth to fall upon your awaiting tongue then flushing down your throat. Soon I stand, turn around and hover once again over your head within the potty box. "Open your mouth wide, My toilet," I tell you once again as I lower Myself down and My ass cheeks spread. "Eat of Me, My toilet," I moan as I release My brown from deep within Me. My ears rejoice as I hear your heavy breathing and pleasure filled sounds as My brown slides down your throat. Suddenly, My eyes open and reality rushes back in.

Using My toilet for long periods of time then returning back to the everyday porcelain toilet is such an unpleasant experience. As I sit upon the cold porcelain, I am reminded of what I am missing. Till My toilet returns.....

04-30-2017: After hours of using My toilet b to flush down My golden, his skin and scent resembled Mine. Each breath of air he took into his lung caused him to inhale My scent even more till his entire being was infused with it. Soon as he lay beneath Me once again after numerous times before simply swallowing My golden, I told him to open his mouth wide for I am going to slide My brown, My shit down his throat. I was to become a part of him forever. With heavy breathing, I released My load of sweet brown down his throat. And yes, I have eye candy including a new video on the Gallery below.

04-16-2017: Over the course of hours, I used My toilet throughout the day and the very next morning. What would you do if you heard from My lips as I woke from sleep, "I need to use the toilet, get into position." My toilet b quickly climbed into My potty box and opened his mouth wide to flush down My golden nectar. Of course I am pleased to share that he also flushed down his throat My brown straight from My body. I am still in such a lovely mood that I have eye candy to share below as well as video on the Video Gallery.

04-09-2017: Looking down upon My toilet, I spread My legs as I straddle above his awaiting mouth and rest down upon My potty box. As My chest expands and My breath becomes heavy, I feel My body respond to My desire to share. My golden and red flows forth down into his gapping mouth, slithering down his throat becoming a part of him. My essence fills his lungs as he inhales My scent. Enjoying My view, I watch as his body responds to eagerly devouring My juices. Soon I will make him, My full toilet.

04-02-2017: Have you ever met someone that you practically had a connection with instantly? The first time I looked down upon him as I instructed him to kneel at My feet, I knew I wanted to feed him My brown and golden. I knew that once I did flush My golden and soon brown down his throat that I would be a part of him forever. Yes, I do believe I have found My toilet.

06-19-2016: Such a lovely sight, My puppet within My potty box waiting till I make use of him. Not long after I snapped this bit of eye candy, I used My potty for My massive amount of golden as well as his tongue as toilet paper. Yes, My puppet flushed ever drop down his throat.

03-26-2016: Over the years, I have had more than a few ask about Brown & Golden Enemas. What are they? How are they combined? What do they do? These are just a few questions I have been asked.

Below you see a 2oz Brown & Golden Enema or at least the rest of one. I make My Brown and Golden Enemas by mixing fresh Brown (My Shit) and fresh Golden (My Piss) in an inexpensive blender. Yes, I said blender. As you may guess unless you want to go thru the process of cleaning every little part then disinfecting the parts to reuse the blender for the next time your in the mood for these, buy a cheapie then toss during clean up. Yes you could put your Brown & Golden into a leak proof container or storage bag then shake to blend but remember you need to make the consistency thin enough to flow thru your enema bag or syringe without getting clogged. In a blender it's pretty simple to add Golden as you blend to get the right consistency but in a leak proof container or storage bag you are exposed more to the contents.

Now you may be asking yourself what does it feel like to be filled with a Brown & Golden enema. If you are experience with various enema recipes, you may guess that it would cause cramping but it's the psychological aspect that really is front and center within the experience.

03-06-2016: Oh yes, I have definitely been looking to make using a human toilet slave much easier for Myself as well as others. Below you will find a couple of items that I have recently found and will be using this week with My toilet. If you follow the links below, Amazon has both items at a decent price.

For those like Myself that enjoy flushing Red (Menstrual Blood) down a human toilet slave, you know how hard it can be sometimes. There is always used tampons or pads but it's just not the same as flushing Red straight into the toilet's throat. Recently it dawned on Me that a Menstrual Cup could be used to collect Red then flushed once removed or a small port/hole could be put into the bottom of the cup to allow draining of the cup while still inside of the vagina. As you see from the above picture, I purchased the small cup but for those that require something a little bigger, there is a large size on the link above. It is also reusable so simply wash, let dry then use again next month.

Now for those like Myself that are bigger ladies, I know how hard it is to "hit the spot" when using either a human toilet or human urinal without making a mess for Golden (Urine). I have used funnel gags or just plain funnels with good results but it still takes practice and the ability to aim. While surfing Amazon recently I came upon the Female Urination Device which is used for camping or when using a questionable public restroom. It's held against the vaginal lips then the tapered end is directed downward into the toilet. For our purposes, the human toilet/urinal could actually hold the tapered end into it's mouth or it could be used with a modified gag. It is also reusable so again just wash then let dry.

01-31-2016: Oh yes, I enjoyed a bit of forced formal feeding and I even decided to take some eye candy. Below you will find video as well as a picture.

01-17-2016: Another new year, another chance to amuse Myself with a human toilet. Of course I decided to make it a bit more exciting since it had been awhile.

05-03-2015: As My toilet slave ric lay beneath Me within My toilet box, I tell him to open wide as I began to release My golden and red down into his mouth. I tell him to flush and he swallows every drop. My ass hovers just above him. I tell him to lick My ass, be My toilet paper because you have no choice. Quickly he began to lick till I was satisfied.

No eye candy this time but there is no doubt that I had a great visit with My toilet slave ric this past week.

04-12-2015: While amusing Myself this past week with a toilet, I discovered something new. Those toilets that are sensitive to nicotine should keep in mind that if a Dominant/Top is a smoker or vapor on a regular basis, they may have a reaction when being used. Being light headed or nauseous could ruin the experience for both you as well as your User.

08-04-2014: Once again it has been awhile since I had anything to add to My brown blog but thankfully I do have a bit of eye candy from Sissy emily's first experience flushing My brown.

01-05-2014: Been awhile since I fed My toilet but I am looking extremely forward to doing so after this horrible weather.

10-25-2013: In the last month, I have been visited by My new local toilet twice. After so long not using a full toilet slave, it has been such a delight to have one and using them this often. While the first time, I only used him as a urinal and toilet paper....the last time I used him as he should be. I used him to flush My creamy brown down his throat. How lovely it was to have such a wonderful experience again. Watching him savor every bite and to even have him massage some of My brown into his nipples. My warm, inviting smell filled the air and it was such a turn on. Perhaps soon I will have some videos or pictures to share. It is definitely an experience to share.

02-03-2013: After such a long dry spell in amusing Myself with a toilet, I decided to get a little creative and ordered a male urinal to come to be used by Me. When My urinal arrived, I ordered him to strip, which he did and I went on to restrain his wrists behind his back and bent him over the table to place a humbler behind his thighs which was attached to his nuts. As the humbler kept him in a bent over position, I placed the urinal at the end of the bed. Once in place, I placed a small opening gag within his lips and secured it behind his head. With much glee, I sat upon the bed towards the end and lifted My skirt which revealed a catheter between My thighs that I had inserted into Myself just before My urinal arrived. Giggling, I connected the extending tube from the catheter to My urinal's gag to release all of My golden from My bladder directly down his throat. Since the catheter is continuous unless I stop the flow, I allowed My golden to drain into My urinal for about an hour. Stimulating to say the least.

After this past week's use of My urinal, it did bring up a question from another toilet that I had told about the experience.

The toilet asked what happens when I ONLY use a toilet/urinal for it's intended purpose and nothing more during a meeting. How long is that meeting and what would the tribute be for such a short meeting?

If a toilet/urinal that I had trained/used previously came to Me for strictly being used solely as a toilet/urinal, the meeting would only last as long as I used it which means less than 30 minutes for full toilets and less than 15 minutes for urinals. The tribute would be $25. Again this is with toilets/urinals that I have personally used or trained.

12-11-2011: I have such a variety of fetishes of My own that ranges from lighter, more sensual and erotic to the more taboo and extreme. Yes, toilet slavery or scat in general is one of them the more taboo. My interest in scat has always brought up questions from those that I enjoy other fetishes with. The biggest question is why and what I get from engaging in toilet slavery or scat play.

For Me, toilet slavery is about connection with the human toilet that I am using. Flushing down a part of Me, deep inside of the toilet to become a part of them. This is not out of a desire to humiliate the toilet but to share a part of Myself with them. I view this as sensual, erotic and sexy. The scent of My brown coming from deep inside of Me to watching the toilet chew and swallow, I find all very stimulating. So intimate, so personal that if there is no connection so much of the experience is lost.

With scat in general, within the right mind set I find the smell, texture and look of My brown smeared upon bare flesh stimulating as well. Something held so taboo it almost screams to be explored.

11-27-2011: Recently, I had another interesting question that I am going to share My reply with you...

Original Question: Is there a special diet that a person using a human toilet is on?

My Reply: While I have never came across a specific diet for a human toilet user to be on, I do have a personal routine that I do to help for a smooth firm or creamy texture that I desire. At least 24 hours prior, I will begin drinking more water than I normally do plus I will avoid certain foods that does not break down easily during digestion.

These are but not limited to the following: Kernel Corn, Raw Apples/Pears including peel, Nuts/Seeds, Raw Carrots, Solid Potatoes including peel, Alcohol, Tomato based Sauces, Spicy or Hot Spices, Whole Grains or swallowed chewing gum.

11-20-2011: This past week a male that desires to become a full toilet emailed Me. Being such a long distance, he will not be able to be trained nor used by Me but he did have a question that I did share the answers to with him. Thinking about his question, I am going to share a part of that email conversation. Perhaps others will learn from this conversation so that they will take the next big step to either becoming a human toilet or using a human toilet.

Original Question: If I am perfectly healthy (and I am) would eating my own feces do me any harm?

My Reply: Consuming your own brown as long as your healthy has few risks. Understand though, there are still risks but being smart about it will lessen those risks. Consume fresh brown that has not sat out long and limit the quantity that you consume. The process I use for training My toilets are that I begin small and work up. I have always limited brown consumption to 2 cups within a single setting and to 1-2 times a week. While the frequency must be limited, the more experienced toilets can handle even 3 times a week. Using the toilet as toilet tissue (tongue cleaning Me right after I go) begins the process. Then gradually working up to actual consumption. In the beginning of actual consumption, start using something to coat your stomach like yogurt within an hour prior to doing it. This will help with possible stomach upset.

Whether you drink golden or consume brown, make sure afterwards to brush your teeth and rinse with salt water. A teaspoon of table salt and 8 ounces of water stirred. Do this for at least a couple of minutes.

10-23-2011: What a great weekend it has been. As I sit here, I can still almost smell the aroma that filled My house yesterday for so many hours as I covered toilet j from head to toe in My shit then wrapped him up in plastic wrap and tarp to marinate him within it for 5 hours. There was no set amount of time, just the warning that I would release him when I had finished having My fun.

To prepare for My very special project yesterday, I had spent the last 2 months collecting My brown and then Friday I collected My golden. With over a gallon of My brown and a gallon of My golden from the night before, I began My entertainment. Helpless, toilet j remained wrapped securely into My brown cocoon for 5 hours.

My nipples hard, My panties wet...I enjoyed toilet j for those hours. Long after I had released him, I could still smell My sweet brown aroma that continued to turn Me on so much. Have you ever been on the edge of pleasure for over 24 hours? Completely and utterly turned on? If you have, you know exactly how I have felt since earlier yesterday.

10-16-2011: Just another week till My special little project comes to a very entertaining ending. Have no clue what I am talking about? For the past 2 months, I have been collecting My precious shit. Freezing it along the way so next Saturday, I can use it with a very entertaining toilet. That is all the hints I am going to give but watch for the video and pictures I am going to share with you. I just know it's going to be great.

06-19-2011: This past week, I enjoyed some time with My Tn toilet. One of the ways I enjoyed him was feeding him My poo brownies. Before feeding them to him, I decided to snap a picture so you can all see My tasty poo brownies. And yes, I added a cup of My brown and 2 tablespoons of My golden to the mix before baking.

05-23-2011: Recently I was having a very interesting conversation with a toilet slave about menstruation and toilet slavery. While many toilets have a hard limit of red, most seem to not understand that up to 10 days prior to a female's period that her body goes thru a pre-period change. If a toilet is used as toilet paper, it will notice that vaginal juices will be thicker than normal. I have heard more than once that this thicker juice has a very unique taste. It may also notice a change in the consistency of her brown plus of course she maybe more sensitive physically and emotionally than usual during this time. Keep this in mind the next time you are used by a female and pay attention.

05-09-2011: This week I finally enjoyed Myself keeping Sissy Slut gabrielle under My potty box and yes I did get some video of it which you will find below.

01-17-2011: Another new year has come and I have been doing quite a bit of thinking of the lack of a local toilet slave. One that I can use when I desire which would be at least once a week. I have also been looking at the lack of videos and pictures which I love sharing so as time permits, I am going to start doing some solo videos of My brown and golden. While it doesn't replace My craving of a toilet, it will allow for Me to share one of My fetishes with you.

12-09-2010: As you lie next to Me within the darkness, I feel the heat from your body against My nude backside. I turn over to face you, watching you slumber so peacefully. I slide My arm over your chest, holding you gently. Laying My head upon your warm flesh. Breathing your essence in. Within the still of the night only you and I exist.

I slowly slide up against you till I am on top of you, straddling your frame. Feeling the movement, you wake to find Me. As you look up into My eyes, I crack a smile. Seeing Mine, your lips spread to mimic Mine. I lean down, our lips find one another's as we begin to burn with passion. your warm breath filling My lungs as our lips press against each other. My flesh heats up as I grind My moistening pussy against your hardening cock. Quakes of pleasure ripple over My body, deep moans escape.

Amongst the waves of sensations My body is experiencing, I feel My insides swell. Slowly, seductively the pressure builds attempting to burst forth from deep within Me. Tiny tingles crawling along My skin urging Me to release My fountain. So many sensations as I kiss your firm lips, enjoying the moment as I suddenly stand above you, still straddling your body. I feel your hands sliding up My calves, your eyes focusing above you into My own.

As I look down upon you, I begin sliding My finger nails over My nude breasts leaving behind slight traces of red only stopping for a moment to circle My erect nipples. Slowly, My fingers begins their journey down My frame...exploring every curve till they come upon the entrance to My hidden void. Gently, I slide My fingers into My slit and begin to rub My clit.

Tingle...tingle...tingle...waves of sensations ripple over My body forcing Me to tremble. In one large gush, My body bursts...releasing a flood of golden from between My legs down upon your awaiting flesh. I glance down, looking into your eyes as you bask in My gift upon your skin. As I continue to release, I lower Myself back down upon you...kissing you as I begin to grind My wet pussy against you again.... Our bodies slide against one another's as My slick lubricant absorbs into our skin.

As I sit here typing, I can still remember his touch, his taste and our night of golden dreams...

11-15-2010: Yesterday while looking around online, I discovered a very simplistic picture of a male toilet with a clear plastic funnel in his mouth. Standing over him was a female with her legs spread and filling the funnel with her golden. What struck Me was the appearance of the golden within the funnel even the shadow of it as it was funneling into his mouth was very stimulating. All these years I have been using funnels for golden and I hadn't thought of using specifically a clear funnel for a different effect. Go figure what ideas you will get while surfing online.. LOL Now I just need to find a large plastic clear funnel to have some fun with.

10-26-2010: My craving to shit and piss down the throat of a toilet slave is still strong even after enjoying Sissy slut gabrielle a couple of weeks ago so I have been watching My videos of course as well as a few I have found online. While doing so I came across a male's blog that lists videos and pictures of female scat so if that is your passion, Pretty Poop Girls Blog should help feed your need. Remember I am in no way associated with the blog but I did enjoy a few of the videos that are posted there for free.

10-10-2010: Yes indeed it has been awhile since I posted once again but I did this past week enjoy getting to use My potty box finally. Of course I decided I wanted something messy and wet for My playtime so punishing a little slut that wasn't following My orders correctly by forcing him to drink My expelled enemas filled My desires nicely. I still get a giggle thinking about it. Yes, I did get some video of it to share....

09-14-2010: As you can tell it has been awhile since I have used one of My toilets.....how sad. Desiring a warm mouth to feed My brown and golden to but alas there is none. Perhaps real soon that will change. Who knows maybe I will even grab a video or picture.

07-01-2010: Had a bit of fun yesterday with Sissy Slut gabrielle so I just had to share a bit of eye candy.....

06-12-2010: As soon as you walked thru My door, I knew that I wanted you. I wanted a special part of Me to exit from My soul, slide down upon your awaiting tongue then begin it's journey into your system becoming a part of you. Attraction is only but a part of it, the knowledge of knowing you wished to begin an intimate journey with Me of this nature is another. Our conversation goes from light to dark, discussing what past curiosities had brought you to Me. The clock in the back of My mind continued to tick, louder and louder counting down the moments till I opened My oven above you.

When I could wait no longer I walked over to My potty box and lifted the lid. "Come lie down and place your head inside of My potty," I instructed you. With nervous excitement you did as ordered, lowering the lid soon followed. Leaving you placed in My potty box, I went to the next room to leave you to your thoughts. When I returned, I walked over to My potty box. As you laid beneath it, you could see Me raise My black skirt as I spread My legs wide, exposing My void where panties had been moments before to sit just above you.

"Slide your tongue around My oven and breath in of Me to get acquainted with My scent," I tell you. Without hesitation you do as ordered. I felt your slick tongue explore the outer flesh till you began to rim My puckered button. Minutes went by but time seemed as though it had stopped if only for a little while. "Slide your tongue into Me, begin to probe My oven," I moaned as I enjoyed the sensations of your tongue. My back arched as My body reacted to your exploring. Your arms and legs moved as you attempted to position yourself closer, trying to reach your tongue deeper inside of Me. I guided your hands as they explored My flesh causing My wet pussy to become a flowing stream down upon your face, your lips.

My heart began to race and My breathing deepened..."you will not eat today of Me but you are ready My toilet for next time. Be prepared."

06-11-2010: I just had to brag about yesterday's meeting with toilet m. I enjoyed him so much in fact that I will be seeing him again in the next couple of weeks. Though yesterday I decided to keep him all to Myself, next time I may actually share a little bit of video. Keep an eye out.

05-16-2010: I had such a wonderful meeting with sub j that I just had to write about it to share. Talk about stimulating.

As I restrained his wrists to the frame of My bed, My body began to spasm. "How will I enjoy him?" I thought to Myself as I enjoyed the sight of his muscular body being helplessly tied down. After a few minutes, wondering how he will look squealing like a little pig, I began gathering up My tens unit. "Close your eyes," I whispered to him while I began to attach the electrodes to his balls and cock. "Let's see how high you jump," I giggled as I began to manipulate the voltage. 1...2...3...the voltage revving up as I turned the dial of the tens unit that was connected to his balls, then doing the same to the electrodes connected to his cock which immediately caused him to jump. As his body began to react to the sudden shock....4...5...6...slowly going further. I watch with sadistic delight as I assault his balls and cock with glee. "Squeal piggy, squeal," I teased as his body jumped. "Such a messy slut," I mocked as I slid a condom over his dripping cock.

"What a nice tight ass to fuck," I remarked as I grabbed his legs to attach My leg suspension restraints, attaching them to the above chains hanging from My gallows. His ass completely exposed, I continued to manipulate the tens as I inserted My probe into his unsuspecting void. A gasp of breath escaped his lips as My probe violated his prostate, sending visible ripples of sensations across his body. "Aww I think you need to concentrate a bit more," I giggle as I stop for a moment to put the red leather hood over his head and lace up the back of it so it was completely secure. Quickly I climb between his suspended legs as I continue to slide My probe rhythmically inside of him, sending him to places he had never known. Giggles and moans escaped past the leather covering his lips as I feel his sphincter muscles contract, attempting to push the probe out as he begins to feel waves of orgasms from his prostate being milked. As I watch his legs shaking from the waves of orgasms, I continue to electrify his balls and cock with a smile contemplating My next bit of entertainment.

After awhile, I removed My probe from deep inside of him and left between his legs to get one of My favorite toys. As I climbed back between his legs, I began removing the electrodes from his balls, leaving the set on his hard cock. His hooded head faced forward, preparing for what was next as I began sliding his balls and cock thru the hole on the acrylic ball press. As I closed the top of the ball press, I forced his cock thru the top hole to begin screwing the 2 acrylic pieces together. Suddenly he began to breath deeper, as he felt the pressure as the 2 pieces of acrylic began to come together crushing his encased balls. As his balls became so crushed, causing the scrotum to thin, the balls looks as though they had turned white. At this, I began to manipulate the voltage running to his electrode covered cock. "How old are you again? 29?" I giggled as he agreed by nodding his head. Quickly I began to count aloud. Each number I said I would press the acrylic even closer together, crushing his balls between the slabs causing him to scream in agony. 1..2..3..4..5..6...playing counting and squeezing as he squealed with each press. 25...26..27..28 as I pressed even harder with the final few that remained till I reached 29, the final squeeze.

The edge of My lips began to curl as I grabbed the sharp scissors from next to the bed. Opening and closing them, the sound of metal coming together. I began to run them up and down his cock. "My, you are still such a mess. The tip of the condom is full of pre-cum from that pathetic cock," I scolded. His body began to shake as he felt the sharp metal running over his cock then opening as I grabbed his cock head. Sounds of metal coming together, his body became ridged with thoughts of his cock head being removed. "Did you think I was going to cut your cock head off? I giggled as I had simply cut the top of the condom off exposing his dripping cock. As I laughed, I removed the ball press and the electrodes, followed by releasing his legs from the chains above. Finally removing his wrists from the leather restraints.

"Remove My hood then slide off the bed and get into My potty box," I barked. Immediately without hesitation he did so without question. As he laid on the floor, head inside of My potty box looking up thru the white toilet seat he waited. "Since I will most likely never see you again because of the distance, you will not get the reward of seeing My oven open." I said as I put the blindfold on him from above. "Since you are My toilet and I don't need to go just yet, you will stay there till I do." A moment later I left the room, leaving him.

Moments turned to minutes as I returned back to the room where he laid in wait. As I slid out of My black panties, I moved closer raising My skirt to sit on My toilet. From the mirror next to Me I saw his lips just under My awaiting ass. "Slide your tongue into Me, I want to feel you inside My ass," I order as I watch in the mirror. As his tongue penetrated My ass, a deep moan escaped My lip as I begin to breath faster. "Clean Me well toilet," I whisper as I felt his tongue become more vigorous. Baring down from the sensation of his tongue deep inside, gas escapes filling his mouth full of My essence. "Can you taste Me? Can you taste what I digested for you," I moaned. He stopped only for a moment to reply, "yes Ma'am."

04-14-2010: Yes believe it or not, I am finally updating the Brown Blog. Yes sad but true it had been a real long time since I was able to enjoy a scat session but today was the day. Thank goodness. There is something to be said about forcing My warm, creamy brown in the mouth of a naughty sissy slut. The forced smoking was the cherry on top.

And yes I did snap a few pictures since I couldn't do the video and play with My lovely fresh brown at the same time.

11-17-09: Since it has been slow I figured I'd share some stills from past video sessions.

08-26-09: What a shame. Another human toilet has moved away and even before I actually got to use him. Speaking of which I had quite a stimulating dream during My nap today. My dream consisted of using a toilet, enjoying his wet tongue after each steak left My oven then after I was finished, I relaxed by continuing to use him as an ashtray for My cigarettes. Mmmm too bad it was just a dream.

06-08-09: Ahh yes thankfully even when I am unable to use toilets in person, I can enjoy them over the phone via phone sessions.

05-17-09: Yes, after almost 5 years of desiring to video one of My feedings I have finally done so. From the 2 toilet sessions that I actually video taped, you will see the finished products. I am crossing My fingers there will be more toilets feeding very soon.

Thank you again Toilet dave for visiting and taking part of My videos for toilet slavery. I had a blast.

05-14-09: I want to thank Toilet dave for the chocolates he brought Me and for being My toilet for a couple of days. I've had such a wonderful time enjoying you.

I placed one of the large mirrors in front of Me so I could watch as Toilet dave ate of Me. As I felt his tongue deep inside My asshole eating of Me, I would look once in awhile at the mirror admiring the scene of Me above him. The imagine of the black and white drawings of voluptuous women sitting on the face of a slave kept creeping into My mind. What a beautiful sight to behold, I thought as I was admiring Myself.

04-20-09: What a very stimulating diaper session I had on Saturday. While enjoying a very diapered mike, I decided to take a few pictures to show off....

03-06-09: My guinea pig has been sending Me pictures/drawings from various sources online of toilet slavery, face sitting and oral worship which are three subjects I extremely enjoy. Recently he has been sending Me some of the most lovely drawings I have ever seen so I just have to share the links....

Thank you again guinea pig for the links and adding to My FEMDOM art collection.

02-23-09: And here I bet you was all thinking the Toilet Slavery Journal was never going to get updated....thankfully I have been talking to a couple new toilets plus of course My Southern toilet which I may be visiting this coming weekend. That means, videos and pictures. Thank goodness, I have been dying to enjoy a good human toilet for quite awhile even though I use human urinals quite a bit.

There is just something about sharing this very intimate part of Me with a human toilet and of course I love seeing those shit eating smiles. LOL

11-15-08: Ahhh where is My full toilets? At least I've been using some urinals to swallow My golden. Speaking of which I have a short little video using the funnel gag on Sissy Slut chastity that I am sure you will enjoy.....

10-22-08: Yes My toilets, it has been awhile. Not only for updating My Toilet Blog but actually using a nice warm human toilet. I hope this is to change rather soon.

I am going to take this time to remind you toilets out there of how I train and use human toilets...

The process at times can be slow. Why? Because it takes time for your body to adjust to accepting consumption. Also, I do not just let anyone consume My Golden & Brown. My trust is as valuable as yours is, meaning if I am not comfortable with you, I am not going to flush down your throat.

Toilet slavery being used as a form of humiliation....this method has always conflicted Me. Why? Because I do NOT view allowing My essence inside of you, becoming a part of you as something to be ashamed of nor as something bad. If I grant you this special reward, be proud.

I also do NOT force Myself to defecate on demand. This means I will not do self enemas, chemical aids or anything else to force My body to expel during our time together. Keeping this in mind, if I allow you to visit Me to be used as a toilet, I will ONLY schedule during morning hours...up till NOON. No later. This does exclude Golden Only or the more colorful ways I use My Brown & Golden that has been safely set aside prior to our meeting together.

In the past I have tried to explain this and it never fails if My body does not naturally expel the would be toilet is disappointed. This new rule should keep to My body's natural schedule and make sure the visiting toilet does actually get used to it's full potential.

Now onto Red Showers....Yes I do use males to entertain Myself during My menstrual cycle which is commonly referred to as Red Showers. Keeping this in mind if you are contacting Me for possible meeting involving Red showers, consult My online schedule and look for the RED Stars which will be put in each date that I am menstruating. I normally go for 4-5 days and am fairly regular. For some of you, this may just be too much information...Frankly your discomfort is not a concern of Mine. At times I can be very BLUNT, deal with it.

06-26-08: YES My NEW potty box has arrived and I've even taken a couple of snaps to show you....

06-23-08: I would like to thank Sissy Slut ginger for My soon to arrive Locking Funnel Gag as well as My new potty box that will be arriving here tomorrow. As soon as I get it, I will be taking pictures and allowing you to see it. Who know which toilet will be the first to be used with it.

06-03-08: I want to remind all Full Toilets that I allow to come visit Me for the first time that since I do not run or own a Professional Dungeon, having additional women needing to potty and do NOT induce brown that there are times that consumption of brown will not happen while rare for Me, it does happen. I believe in allowing My body to naturally release. Keep this in mind. Toilet slavery is more than the consumption but rather the connection between a Dominant and toilet.

05-19-08: Since I am in the mist of having another hopefully more functional Potty box made, I have been looking for temp alternatives during this time....interestingly enough I found a couple of toys that I may have a use for.....

05-08-08: Talk about disappointed. Day before yesterday I had Sissy Slut chastity here and began his training with brown which I had a great time doing BUT I didn't have My assistant doing the vid this time rather I used a tri-pod....Go figure the entire video didn't work out because there was no close-ups. Thankfully she will be back next week doing My videos so keep an eye out.

5-05-08: I was looking at one of My favorite online toy stores and found the cutest little item that really reminds Me of when I was a little girl standing on the toilet seat attempting to pee standing up. I'm definitely putting it on My to buy list.

As some of you may have heard, I am in the process of acquiring another custom potty. This one should be easier to use and smaller. Cross your fingers that it works. Once the new potty box is finished, I'll be posting pictures.

YES finally I got a short video of the beginning of a Toilet Slavery session. This of course is just the beginning and I plan to do alot more. Just visit the Toilet Slavery Photos/Video Gallery to watch it.

04-07-08: I just want to report I had a very exciting meeting with morning with Toilet lar. To say the least after being forced to cancel our time together twice prior, I was thrilled to be having him coming to Me today. I can tell he is going to make an excellent toilet for Me even though I did not use him as a toilet this morning. After so many years you can just tell who will make a good toilet and who wont. . I can not wait till he visits again. To say the least he will be leaving with a full stomach.

04-06-08: "Come dance with Me in the darkness", I called to you after I removed the restraints from your limbs. As you slid from My bondage table, you crossed the narrow space to find Me sitting quietly on the bed. "Lay down in the center of the bed on your back", I ordered. Quickly you laid down on the center of the bed, looking down towards your feet where I am sat. The dim light peering in from the spaces in between the closed blinds, you and I are simply shadows with a voice.

"As you lye there, I am going to explore you. While I will not restrain you, you will not touch Me", I explained as I removed My panties and raised My skirt. With a simple nod, you agreed. Sitting up on My knees next to your warm flesh, I began to explore. Slowly, My fingers began their journey sliding along your frame. Finding all those hidden, undiscovered places. Finger tips to finger nails, back and forth to mark your flesh, leaving faint red lines to where they have been just before.

As My exploration discovered your hard pierced nipples, My red painted lips grasped the right nipple, sending you into passion's delight as My fingers continued to pinch, pull, tickle the left. Lifting My head slightly up as I looked down, I see where My lips had been by the red lipstick left behind. Watching you moan as I lowered My head once again to sink My teeth into the right nipple again. As I sucked, licked and bit it harder, your body began to shake even more as the moans of pleasure and pain left your lips. Hearing your moans, My lips found yours and I began to inhale your sweet breath till suddenly your hand moved quickly to caress My soft skin.

"What did I tell you?" I said as I turned away from you. As I grasped your hand, I told you to get on your knees on the floor next to the side of the bed. Watching you scramble off the side of the bed to get into position, I laid back and spread My legs on either side of you. Sitting up on My elbows I tell you to stick your tongue out and to place it onto My puckered asshole. "Now My precious, you will leave your tongue pressed against My asshole till I tell you to remove it", I chime as My golden began to flow. Soon your face is covered in not only My juices but My golden. As the golden stream quickly flowed onto your tongue, into your mouth and down your throat.

As quickly as the stream of golden began to flow, it stopped. "Now clean Me, precious", I order. Once I was clean, I sat up and simply smiled and said......"Too bad precious that you had to mess up. I so wanted to play more. Perhaps next time."

01-31-08: Being always one that is curious I decided to experiment. Like a mad scientist I tell you to come to Me that I want to explore something messy. Never being the one to disappoint Me, you arrive at My door an hour later. Once you enter, I tell you to undress then follow Me to the large plastic tarp in the middle of the floor. Without hesitation you do so.

As I felt My oven door throbbing from being so full, I tell you to lay down upon the tarp. Positioning yourself in the middle of the tarp, I begin to remove My panties. Once My panties are off, I step over your pale body and raise My skirt up past My hips then squat over you. As you see My oven door open, your cock becomes instantly flaccid. With a slight push long, creamy logs empties out onto your frame.

"Cover yourself with My brown", I giggle as I step over you to watch. As you cover your frame with My brown, I reach over onto the mantle for My plastic wrap. "Stand toilet and raise your left arm", I tell you. Again doing so without question you stand. As you raise your arm, I begin to unroll the plastic wrap around your middle. "Now lower your arm and slowly turn", I say as you slowly begin to turn. Slowly the wrap begins to encase your upper body till a thick layer forms over My brown. As I begin to encase the rest of your body, once I get past your thighs I tell you to lay down once again on the tarp. Slowly you lower yourself down till you are flat on your back. "Raise your legs slightly toilet", I order as I finish wrapping you snuggly.

"Ahh what I beautiful sight and what a great experiment thus far", I declare as I begin cutting slits into the wrap. Once finished I go back down around your hard cock which is straining against the thick layer and begin cutting a nice size outlet around it. "Mmmmm there is something missing", I giggle as I once again squat over you. With a whoosh I release My golden flow into the hole cut away in the plastic where your cock is protruding. Instant steam clouds the inside of the wrap as My warm golden saturates your tightly wrapped body. The finishing touch is My leather hood with attachable gag which I place on your head and finally the gag inside your mouth.

Quite pleased with the experiment thus far I announce, "the experiment will now begin." As the words leave My lips I walk into the other room to leave you to marinate in My brown and golden.

When completely helpless within any form of extreme bondage such as mummification, there is no real sense of time. Minutes may feel as hours and hours as days but yet one so helpless never truly knows until they are released.

During your time within My precious encasement, I am in the next room writing the beginning of My findings during My messy experiment. After awhile I look up to find that two hours has passed and begin to finish up the first few paragraphs of this story.

As I had left you, you are motionless as though My precious marinade had completely absorbed into your flesh. Grabbing My bandage scissors I begin to cut down your frame to release you from My encasement. Smelling quite ripe of Me, I begin to rip the layer of plastic from your flesh which almost seems to have fused with it. Breathing heavy your chest sinks deep as your flesh feels the cool air surrounding you as the plastic is removed.

"Go to My shower and clean yourself," I tell you then return to the next room to finish My story.

As I now hear the water hitting against your body removing bits and pieces of Me, I am pleased to say this experiment was quite successful. What a lovely way to marinate.

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11-20-07: From last week's cabin trip to coming home under the weather from being in the hot tub when its only 27 degrees outside its been an interesting few days. Im sure you are curious if anyone ate while at the cabin....Mmmmmm perhaps this will give you an idea....

10-24-07: I just love when Toilet Slut gabrielle comes to visit. Tonight over the course of 5 hours I enjoyed forcing him to smoke shitty cigarettes literally since he is a non smoker, electro on his nipples, dressing him like a slutty school girl and to finish off the slut look...applying poo make-up all the while having him tied down. To add a bit more titty to his bitch tits I filled the cups of the bra with My treasured brown then decided to rub it in...don't you know rubbing brown into those bitch tits will make them grow? LOL

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10-17-07: Life before My potty box. I used a small bench for awhile, before that a converted potty chair and of course the tried and true method of just squatting over My human toilet. While I just love My potty box there are some downfalls with using it. I was reminded of this today.

My day started out preparing for a meeting with a new toilet. Our interests within toilet slavery are quite similar which involves full toilet and smothering with the added bonus of CBT, NT and breath control. Knowing this I knew I was going to have an excellent time as long as there was a great connection. Soon enough I would find out if this would be the case.

An hour prior to our meeting My phone run, it was toilet tom calling to confirm. As usual I gave him last minute instructions along with directions. From the time I hung up to the time I heard the knock at My screen door it seemed like it was over in the blink of an eye. Perhaps it was the anticipation of what I had planned. I do know I could hardly wait for today to happen.

Once I opened the door, I invited him in. We sat for a few minutes within My play room chit chatting till I was ready to use him. With a quirky grin I told him to get undressed because today he was going to be My personal toilet. Physically his body reacted immediately. Giggling I told him I refuse to use the porcelain toilet when I have a human one today and once undressed to lay on his back on the floor with his head inside My potty box. Without hesitation he did so but as quickly as he followed My orders I noticed because of his size he did not fit well into My box. Bummer I replied at the sight and told him to get on his knees and craw between My potty box and spanking bench then lay on his back. Once again he did so without question. "Perfect" I thought to Myself then proceeded to get My leather restraints.

As he lay between My potty box and spanking bench I began taking his wrists above his head and attaching them with the leather restraints to the potty box. Ahh but the set was not complete so I take his ankles one by one using the restraints and attaching them to the bottom of My spanking bench. Stretched out and totally helpless, what a sight to behold. I looked down upon My toilet and simply smiled as I began removing My panties from under My black skirt then sat on My potty box which was now slightly above toilet's head.

Slowly scooting off the potty while straddling his head with My legs I squatted over his mouth and lowered Myself down onto his lips..."now open your mouth toilet" I told him. As he opened his mouth, I released a strong stream of golden that echoed within his empty mouth, flushing down his throat. Once finished I told toilet to clean Me, as the words left My mouth I lowered Myself even further onto his lips and began feeling his slick tongue lapping up every drop that remained. Enjoying the cleaning I reached over and grabbed a length of rope from the bed next to us.

As he continued to clean Me I began restraining his balls with the length of rope till his balls was tightly encased and with a make shift leash leading to My finger tips. Suddenly I slid a little further down till My butt cheeks was separated by toilet's nose. I slowly raised up and told him to breath deep and smell My fragrance as I tugged on the leash to his balls in sharp jerks. Once again I lowered My hidden treasure down till his entire mouth was covered with My dripping pussy with his nose buried deep inside My cheeks. Within a short time I began feeling suction from him attempting to breath all the while I increased My weight down onto his face cutting off all his air resources. One thousand one, One thousand two and so on till suddenly his body began to react by thrusting about and shaking. Just before he reached the darkness from unconsciousness I jerked the leash connected to his balls and raised up returning his air, allowing him to breath. I purred with excitement and told him that he is completely helpless, that I control his entire being. At that I lowered Myself once again as I tell him to breath deep.

Similar to before I covered his face with My now completely wet pussy, his nose with My ass crack. I hear from under Me the sounds of his air disappearing and feeling the suction stronger than before. The reaction of his body the final time was much more intense, shaking, thrusting and bucking with limited movement since he was still restrained. Moment by moment I waited till the darkness of unconsciousness was so close once again then suddenly I jerked the leash harder than before and sat up giggling returning his air.

"Now toilet open your mouth and stick out your tongue, I am going to feed you" I told him. His mouth opened wide, his tongue extended from his lips as My bottom slowly slid down unto his tongue penetrating My oven. Feeling his tongue deep inside Me, I began to slowly ride it till I could feel My brown load straining against his tongue. "Remove your tongue and prepare to eat" I moaned jerking the leash. As soon as I told him, a long brown log began to work itself down into his awaiting mouth. "Bite and chew 25 times each piece toilet" as I controlled the delivery of My brown delight and sharply jerking the leash. This repeated 5 times till I was completely empty. Once finished I stood up looking down upon My shit faced toilet smiling and said "lick your lips, I want to make sure you enjoy every last piece".

"Time flies by when your having fun", I said as I removed the restraints then the leash and told him to go clean up. Soon he returned and dressed. As I walked him to the door I told him that I enjoyed using him today and perhaps we will again very soon.

10-06-07: I never get enough when it comes to exploring interests that I enjoy. Over the last few weeks a new toilet slave has been emailing and we have been emailing back and forth. So many things we chatted about which caught My fancy. Our conversations was so great that when a week prior to our meeting came I began not only counting the days but collecting My brown to use. With each brown release I would collect My precious treasure in a sealed bowl. From Tuesday till Friday night. Oh yes one more day till I use My toilet.

Having very little sleep I began My preparations. Starting with setting up My potty box with a tarp extending from it. Then off to the bathroom where I placed an empty large bowl, My blender and My enema equipment. With each step of My preparation, My panties began getting wet and I felt as though I was a giddy school girl filled to the brim with excitement.

Once finished I jumped in the shower to get ready for My toilet. I could feel the pressure building up from My oven. My insides begging for its final release. By now 2 hours had passed and My insides was even more filled with My chocolate goodness. Quickly the time was passing as I counted the minutes till My toilet's arrival.

A light knock at My door and I knew instantly he had arrived and I invited him in. Being new to Me, we sat and chatted some to settle nerves and to get acquainted. After a while I told him to undress and sit at the foot of the potty box and lay back which he did without hesitation. Laying there looking ever so peaceful I began questioning him again then proceeded to sit above him. Taking My place, sitting on top of My potty box I order him to open his mouth for golden....slowly I released into his awaiting mouth. "Now toilet open your mouth so that I can feed you" I say as I begin to push. Since waiting so long to release even after pushing My oven refused to release it's gifts so I tell him to walk thru to the bathroom. One way or another I would be inside him today.

Leading him to the bathroom giggling I instructed him to get into the bath tub on his hands and knees. Once he is in position I began to fill My enema can with warm water and baking soda to administer an enema to clean him out before I enter him. Once filled I had him hold it then release into the empty bowl. At this I reply "this will come in handy later, now stay in position till I return."

As I left grabbing the container to My blender I walk into another room. I squat over it to fill with some of My golden then put some of the brown I had collected the night before into it as well then put it on the base. Suddenly My mix of golden and brown became a thin paste useable for My special enema.

As I entered again the bathroom I began to fill My brown enema bag with My special enema mix. Once filled I inserted the enema nozzle into his tight bottom. Ahh a cherry ass to enemas. How lovely I thought to Myself. As it began to fill him slowly with My warm special mix I could tell he was getting even more excited. After awhile I began to ask him if he tasted Me and I told him to turn around and sit.

Mmmm I love being creative. I brought out My collection of brown and began coating him with it. Taking My hands, getting more excited by the texture and sight of My brown covered toilet. I covered his face, head and worked down to his feet. My toilet's entire body from head to toe was covered with My brown. To add more I began to pour his released enema full of shit and piss down his body plus told him to release My brown enema from inside of him. Getting more excited I sat beside the tub and began to just simply play with the brown that had dripped into the tub from his body. Making patterns, covering every spot.

My lungs filled with the smell of Me and the wonderful view of My shit covered toilet caused My body to react. I knew at this point I wanted him more. At this I told him that next time he will be staying overnight for Me to use him even more.

All wonderful things must come to an end so I had him shower and told him to meet Me in the playroom. After a few minutes as I was looking at the pictures I had taken he entered.

What a wonderful morning I thought to Myself as he left. I will definitely be using this toilet again.

"Well what a naughty little girl" I thought as I sat at My desk in the front of the class. Through out the day as I taught class I would look from My desk and see you showing your little white panties from not crossing your legs. Each and every time I would look up, I would see a shy little smile. "What a tease" I thought to Myself. Seeing that little patch of white playing peek a boo from between your legs, your skirt slightly above your knees taunting Me all day. Finally the dismissal bell rang ending the school day. I call you up to My desk as the other girls leave. "Your staying behind today", you reply "yes Ma'am".

As you stand there nervously I tell you to walk to the front of My desk. "Now bend over", at once you bend over the desk shaking. As you bend over My desk I begin to run My hands slowly from your calf up under your skirt. As My hands explore, My voice rings in your ears. " What a little slutty tease you are....all day long showing your little white panties from under your desk". As I reach your little white panties, running My hands over your tender bottom I tell you to spread your legs. My finger traces each and every little line on your lily white bottom through your form fitting cotton panties. I raise your skirt up over you and slide My left hand slowly over your bottom feeling every dimple as I lower them just past your thighs. As each moment passes My own panties are getting damper.

Once your bottom is totally exposed I tell you that for being such a slut today you are going to be punished. "All bad girls get punished" I whisper into your ear. My right hand begins to push your head towards the desk as My left reaches for the wooden paddle. you feel the coolness from the wood brush against your bottom moments before I begin. Whack, whack, whack, your flesh begins to warm up turning a sweet shade of pink. More whacks follow as I scold you for being such a tease today. Suddenly I put down My paddle and tell you to stay in position till I return. "Do not dare raise your head, slut".

I walk back into the room, you hear the door lock and I come up behind you. you can feel My exploring hands run over your flaming flesh from the spanking. My fingers begin to slide between your legs slowly, exploring more. your body reacts causing a build up of moans to begin pouring out of your body. "Ahh I see, your are quite a the slut aren't you" as I continue rubbing your clit. "Someone is wet" I giggle. The flood of sensations continues from My attention till you feel My hands stopping their exploration and spreading your legs apart further. By now My skirt is raised, exposing My strap-on. Slowly I guide the head of My cock into your wet void, filling it. A gasp escapes your throat as I slide into your further. Once I am totally inside you, filling you, I being to thrust deep inside you. Sliding slowly at first then harder and deeper causing you to moan louder. As My body pushes harder into you, I force your upper body completely to the desk. Left helpless, all you can do is react to My violation of your body.

As quickly as My cock appeared, I slide out from inside you grabbing your waist and pushing you to your knees. "Suck your juices from Me slut". Grabbing your hair I begin to rape your mouth with My cock. Gagging from the deep thrusts, you suck as fast as you can. "That's right bitch, suck it all till its completely clean" I scream as I begin spitting onto your face. "That's right whore, that is all you are....a whore". Grasping your hair, I pull your head off My cock and push you to the floor. Quickly I remove My strap-on and slide over your face. "Open that cock sucking mouth of yours bitch" I say as I begin to piss into your mouth. "Don't miss a drop and lick Me clean" you collect all I have within Me and do as instructed.

Once finished I ride your mouth and tell you that from now on you are My bitch and this is going to be our secret. "Who is ever going to believe a little whore like you?" as I stand to straight My skirt. Looking down at you I tell you to stand up and look presentable then you are dismissed. Head lowered you reply "yes Ma'am", then begin to straighten yourself up and leave.

As the door closes you turn around and smile....My simple words as you leave My classroom are...see you tomorrow.

09-21-07: Today ended as I wish every week would....beautifully. I had a wonderful meeting with a new little toilet named rick. I can tell I'm going to really enjoy meeting with him in the future. Mmmm just imagine being forced to sit in piss covered panties and being forced to hold My shit in your mouth. Ahh yes now you have the idea. While the majority of the time was filled with getting to know one another I had the best time I've had in a while.

YES THERE ARE REAL FULL TOILETS.... Rare but I feel completely blessed when I have time to enjoy them.

09-03-07: Today was like any other day here with one little twist. Today I had a toilet slave arriving to use. What a treat to use a human toilet that I can enjoy. Getting things ready was on the top of the list before My toilet arrived today which included a little something I had been keeping overnight covered in the fridge.

As the time was flying by I hear a knock on the door. Ahh yes it must be toilet. I walk to door, swing the screen door open quickly and invite toilet in. As we enter My play area I tell toilet to undress while I am in the other room for a bit. When I return I am wearing simply panties and a bustier. " Clothing will just get in the way today" I say as I am walking towards toilet. I reach for his hand and tell him to come with Me. I lead him towards the bathroom. Giggling I proclaim a toilet is always found inside the bathroom.

Once in the bathroom I order him to lay inside the tub which he does immediately. I leave for a bit then return with a covered bowl. Smiling I begin telling toilet that he is going to entertain Me today. "I'm feeling frisky today toilet, almost like a child again." I take a seat on the edge of the tub with My legs reaching over toilet's body. I slide My panties off and straddle toilet's body then flip the plunger in drain of the tub. My soft juicy ass a few inches above his chest and stomach. Suddenly a stream of golden begins to coat his body. "Mmmm I need more to really enjoy Myself today". After a huff and push I begin to release from My large oven a nice creamy light brown load in the center of toilet's chest that amounted to at least 2 cups. From under Me I hear toilet moaning from the feeling of slick wetness and creamy warm goodness resting upon his flesh.

I turn around facing toilet and begin running My fingers over his flesh into My creamy shit, filling My palms and squishing it then smearing it even more over his body. Soon his chest and stomach was covered, working My covered hands up to his neck. Giggling I kiss his lips gently and tell him that I was having so much fun. I quickly grab the covered bowl from before and begin to dump it's content onto his chest. The cold mixture caused immediate reactions. "Yes toilet as you can tell I've been saving since yesterday My shit so today I could have enough to truly enjoy you with" giggling. As I continue smearing and spreading a thick layer of shit upon his skin I work My way up to his face.

Cheeks, lips, chin, nose, forehead and hair I cover them in a nice thick layer of the now mixed loads of shit. Joyfully, once his entire head and face is covered I begin to work My way down past his chest and stomach down to his now erect cock. Sliding My covered hands along his erect cock, toilet begins to vibrate from the shit covered attention of My slick hands. Spreading the lips of his urethra open to give the little bitch a taste of My sweet treat. Resuming My path of covering his entire body, I continue spreading a nice coat of shit down his thighs and legs to his toes.

Once covered completely I focus once again My slick hands to his shit covered cock and balls. "So close," I reply to his now constant moans. Suddenly I stop to his dismay and remove My bustier. As toilet is lying in the tub now completely covered in My shit and piss I lean forward and lay My nude flesh upon his shit covered body. Squishing and smearing My shit all over both of us. My erect nipples digging into his flesh. My very large soft breasts now covered I straddle his legs and begin once again pumping his shit covered cock. "Beg for My permission toilet to explore" I order. Toilet cries out "please, please let me explode Mistress, my Goddess". I replied " you may". As the words leave My lips he explodes upon his stomach, covering My shit with his white creamy mess. "This will not do" I chastise.

I slide My hands around his shit and cum covered stomach and scoop up the mess. Holding his mess over his lips I order toilet to open his mouth and to clean up his mess. Toilet does so quickly till every inch of My hand is clean.

I stand over toilet and turn on the shower, allowing the warm water to cover My body. Pouring body wash into My breasts to lather My skin to clean up from our visit. Toilet remains laying in the tub, suds and water slowly causing little splotches of his skin to become uncovered. Once finished showering I step out of the tub and look down at My very wet and shit stained toilet and say......."We will have to do this again, I've enjoyed you today. Now shower, clean up, dress and leave for I am finished with you today."

09-02-07: I am looking for a gently used medical exam table or massage table. Basically a table that I can use for medical play within My play space. In the past years I've used beds, My spanking bench and various other tables but nothing suits My needs well other than a medical exam table or massage table.

I will barter or buy if inexpensive. One of these as a gift would also be quite nice. If you have the ability to build something similar contact Me.

Cabin fever is never fun and especially here in Ohio. Either it's too hot or too cold. Awhile back I decided on the spur of the moment Im was going to take up an offer from a single little toilet that I had for several meetings and trust that lived up north in Michigan. I began to pack and called up My girl friend and told her I wanted to get out of the house for the night. We are going to Michigan so get a weekend bag packed and come over. After I hung up, I called the Michigan toilet and told him I was going to use him tonight and to get ready for Me. I estimated roughly 5 hours of drive time.

Our drive was long but I was looking so forward to using My Michigan toilet. I packed a small toy bag since I may get bored. Finally around 5pm we reached his house. Once there we sat in his living room for a little while to relax and rest up after such a long drive. My girl friend really didn't know My toilets purpose but soon she was introduced to My toilet.

Sitting smiling I told him to show Me the potty he had made for Me. toilet was quick to open an extra bedroom door to show Me the contraption he had worked hard on. A toilet seat on top of a box that on each side was weighted down plus chains so there he would be completely helpless. I giggled with glee as I told him to remove his clothing. I told angel My girl friend she would sit and watch as he undressed. Once undressed I reached him an adult sized diaper. Suddenly his eyes began questioning Me. Smiling, I told him he is going to wear that diaper for all his messes all night till the next afternoon when I released him. Quietly he replied "Yes Ma'am" as he put the adult diaper on.

Once the diaper was on I told him to lay down on the tarp on the floor in front of My potty. Then I began locking his restraints into place to keep him helpless till I released him. Happily I raised the lid on My potty and smiled down at him and said "angel and I are both using My potty boy tonight". Once the words left My lips I closed the lid and joined angel in the computer room to get her set up on his computer.

As she answered her email, I told her instead of using the bathroom on that cold porcelain toilet use the warm one in the bedroom. She laughed and said she'd love to. Of course loud enough for potty boy to hear. We both laughed as we looked in at him chained down. All of a sudden I told angel that I'll be christening potty boy tonight and walked into the bedroom. As I lifted the lid I told potty boy he had better be a good toilet and drank all I had to give him. potty boy's drain opened wide. Sitting down, I released with a steady flow of golden whisping down his drain. I spread My legs wide and said "use that tongue as toilet paper and clean Me". Quickly potty boy cleans then blows My now juicy twat dry.

As the hours passed to entertain ourselves angel and I began to use potty boy as though we was playing a game to see who could use him the most. Potty boy not missing a drop. Finally I lifted the lid and sat down and could feel My ass opening up, slowly pushing My brown and feeling potty boy's lips slowly flushing each piece down past his lips. Once I squeezed out the last log, I spread My legs wide and told him to lick My ass clean. Finished I stood up and walked back into the living room.

Late in the wee hours angel and I retired to the other bedroom and slept. Throughout the night we continued to use him. The next morning angel tells Me she needs to shit but is afraid to use potty boy. I laughed and told her to use him just like any toilet. As she sat upon the potty boy's seat she giggles from the feeling of his lips getting close as he swallows each log as well as the warm breath coming from him. Potty boy's tongue is used as toilet paper and she stands. Smiling she proclaims she had never had that much fun taking a shit before.

By noon we had showered and dressed, getting ready to leave but ahh yes the potty boy. I walked into the bedroom to see his bulging diaper, waterlogged from his messes all night. Giggling I beg to remove the restraints from his wrists and neck. Then removing his head from the potty box. Looking quite tired, used, messy and totally wonderful I told him to go to the bathroom and get into the tub and wait. A few minutes pass and I walk into the bathroom and tell potty boy to ripe the sides off the diaper so that I can see how messy he is. To match his dried on shit covered face was his entire groin area and ass covered in shit and piss from wearing the diaper. At this point all I could do was laugh and told him how pleased I was with his toilet service since we arrived and sat on the edge of the tub. Each movement caused more of a mess and seeing this I wanted more. So I told potty boy to begin rubbing that useless piece of flesh between his legs and to use the shit and piss as lube. Doing so potty boy creating more of a mess began to beg to cum which I allowed but with a catch. Slowly I said " once you cum in your hand you will clean your shit, piss and cum covered hand with your tongue completely". Laughing as he licked and sucked his fingers clean, I told him once he is finished he may take a shower and that I will see him another time.

As angel and I left all I could do was smile remembering the sights, smells and use of My potty boy.

07-08-07: I want to remind those human toilets or the curious that a meeting just involving toilet slavery even simply use can take time. Remember just like you I am human as well. This includes My golden and brown.

Also toilets, My toilet slavery does also include Red as well. So keep this in mind when discussing your hard limits with Me.

05-24-07: My Southern Toilet just left and Im still buzzing from our time together. Mmm I fed him My brown and golden delights as well as busted the mouth of that bitch between his legs. Of course I filled him with My golden/brown enema a couple of times as well. And I can not even imagine forgetting about fucking that ass of his. Sliding My cock deep inside of him after he was cleansed by My Brown and Golden.

Sitting here just basking in the after glow of all of it. What a wonderful day it has been.

01-19-07: Where are all the true toilets? Never the less as I explore and train plus of course have the time to write down what is happening with My personal toilet as well as other toilets I train you will be able to read about it and hopefully soon see pictures and video clips of these adventures.

Come My toilet kneel upon your knees, I whisper above you where I left you the night before. I place My collar around your neck looking down upon your nude flesh. Reaching for My leash hanging on the wall I begin to smile, sliding the steel chain between My fingers finally attaching it to the collar around your neck. Grasping the leash, I begin to lead you down the hall. Watching behind Me, I see you crawling slowly with your head hanging low.

As we enter the bathroom door a huge smile cross's My lips...With glee I tell you today you will taste all of Me. With each step I dance hooking the leash to the hook beside the bathtub then placing you on your back within it still attached. Slowly I begin removing My panties, showing you how wet they are already from the thought of feeding you. Giggles escape My lips as I begin setting up the enema equipment. Pulling My 1 quart can from the cabinet, filling it with warm water. As I add the enema nozzle then lubing it I smile and say " I bet you think Im filling your cunt up today, cleaning you out to prepare you to get fuck...your wrong".

Within a moment I stretch My legs over your face. My most hidden treasures completely exposed a few inches above your lips. Slowly I arch My back and slowly slide the lubed enema nozzle inside of Me releasing the warm water, filling Me slowly. Feeling the water as it expands My bowels. Once half the enema can has emptied inside of Me I remove the enema nozzle, holding the fluids by clinching. Giggles fills the air, taunting you with what is about to fill your mouth and stomach. My juices flowing, dripping down upon your lips and face. I tell you to lick your lips to taste My pussy juices...you do as ordered. As I begin to feeling the cramping from being filled I tell you to open your mouth. After lowering My ass down upon your lips I tell you to open wide, to take every bit of food I give you. Slowly I begin to release into your mouth. Warm water mixed with brown slowly exits Me releasing into your mouth. Each mouthful you swallow quickly. I hiss telling you to savor Me, enjoy My flavor until I am empty.

As the last mouthful is slowly sliding down your throat I re-insert the enema nozzle, filling Myself up with the last of the warm water. Arching My back to take all of it and filling Me deeply once again. Once the can is emptied I remove the nozzle and slide My ass down once again to your lips and tell you to use your tongue as toilet paper to clean My oven...without a pause you clean Me.

Being so filled My pussy drips constantly now. Slight cramps I begin to feel. Moaning with great delight I tell you to open your mouth wide to eat more from Me....as you open I being to release My load down your throat slowly. Each mouthful of liquid and brown you chew and swallow till I am completely empty once again. your stomach full I question you...How do I taste? Sweet you reply. Once again you are told to clean Me...once again you do. As I stand up and exit the tub I tell you to stand and shower yourself...you do so.

Now that I am finished with you toilet carry Me inside you today and remember My taste for you will taste Me again real soon.

10-27-06: Below is what Im looking forward to doing with My favorite Southern Toilet.

As you walk in the door you know your purpose today is to be My toilet. I welcome you with a nice cold glass of My golden and My homemade brown brownies. We sit and chat as I watch you eat of Me. As I fill your glass and hand you another brownie I tell you to eat then undress as I prepare a few things in the other room. I smile while leaving you.

Ahh so many wonderful things to use on My toilet today. I begin with setting up My blender. Laying a large bowl out to use later and setting up My large black enema bag. I also lay out My largest sounds, lube and rectal tubes. To finish I reach for My black leather skirt, black stockings and black bustier. I begin to get dressed.

Come to Me. My hand reaches for yours and I take you to the bathroom with Me. There is a huge bowl ready for My use. I raise My skirt and tell you to position the bowl under Me. I release My brown and golden into it as you hold it. I then stand up, turning around and smiling. I take the bowl and begin pouring the contents into My blender I have set up and begin to pulse it to the right consistency. A nice thick paste perfect to use with My enema bag. While your kneeling next to Me I begin tell you that today you will ooze with My taste throughout you. I will be running thru your body and we will truly become one. My bag is set up, filled and I order you to the floor. Ass in the air and head to the floor. Sliding My well lubed finger deep into your cunt then lubing My largest rectal tube. I slowly begin feeding the rectal tube inside you. Deeper and deeper till I am deep inside your intestines. About a foot and half perhaps 2 feet inside you. I undo the clip and begin filling you slowly filling you deeper. A feeling of fullness becomes the constant reminder as I empty the bag of My mixture deep inside you till the bag is empty. I remove the tube as I tell you to hold the mixture within you replacing the tube with an inflatable plug that will not come out till I deflate it.

I look down upon you as you are kneeling and tell you to lay on your back. That little bitch between your legs is standing at attention. I grab it and begin laughing and I reach for the bottle of lube, feeding it into your pisshole. Working from a medium sound that easily sliding into the bitch to the next size up I reach for the largest sound and begin feeding it slowly into the little bitch. The bitch's mouth stretching to take every inch. As the widest part of the sound reaches the mouth it begins to stretch so much it rips on each side. Once I bust the mouth I can clearly fuck the bitch like a real pussy. "What a good little bitch" I say as I straddle it, teasing it with My pussy juice.

Now the cramping deep inside you has began quite painful. I tell you to get on your knees again with your ass in the air. I ask you...."can you taste Me?" Your answer is "yes" as you belch. I smile and reach for the bowl. Once the bowl is placed under your cunt and deflate the plug, remove it I tell you to release. Slowly you push and the paste which has become thinner now fills the bowl much more than it was before. I order you to the tub. As you lay there I begin pouring the mixture from the bowl covering you completely in it. Using My hands, painting you completely in My brown and golden. From your neck to your toes I cover you. What a beautiful sight.

With great delight I tell you to begin rubbing that little bitch. While you rub I question you. "How do I taste?" "How sweet am I?" I stand over your face as you answer. My replies reinforce My essence running thru your body. As the cum deep inside you begins to build I tell you to beg for permission to explode. Quickly you begin to beg as I look down upon the little bitch between your legs covered in My shit and piss. Giggling I give you permission but follow it by saying " you will clean your shit, piss and cum covered hand with your tongue". Once you reply "yes" I say cum for Me. The blast of cum covers the shit and piss and then you begin to lap it all up. Cum, piss and shit.

Once finished I tell you to stand within the tub and I turn the water on. Warm water begin to pour as I turn the shower on. Removing My clothing, I step inside with you and we begin to shower. I watch as the shit and piss begins to slide down your frame flowing with the water down the drain. I pour body wash into your hand and you begin to lather up. As you rinse off, I hand you the bottle and you refill your hand. I tell you to shower Me. Reaching your soapy hand out running your fingers along My pale skin. Running your soap filled hands over My nude curves. Covering My body with suds. Soon we are both smelling sweetly.

09-08-06: I remember long ago as a child growing up visiting relatives that still had an old outhouse. For those that do not know what an outhouse is this is an outdoor toilet. Simply a little wooden shed with a place to sit with a hole perhaps two on top for you to sit built onto the back wall which is hallow. Underneath is open and leads to a big hole in the ground that someone has dug before placing this little cold shed on it. After so long....at times years the shed is moved on top of another big hole in the ground and the previous hole will be covered by dirt. Lets just say in the Winter it was freezing and at night carrying a flashlight in the dark to get to it was an adventure every time.

As a child while not scared I always thought someone may be under Me as I sat there barely reaching the floor of the outhouse with My toes and going. As a teen My thoughts and curiosities involving the possibility of someone being under Me within the hole excited Me. Sitting within the outhouse I would begin rubbing My pussy gently as I pissed imagining a man hiding in the hole under Me. Imagining it pouring onto his face and body. Thinking of him becoming slick with My golden, perhaps he is doing as I was. Rubbing his cock and enjoying the fact I was covering him with My piss. These thoughts led into thinking about My brown dropping down into the hole. What if? What if My shit dropping down into the hole where perhaps a man is watching, falling onto him. Sliding onto his face and body. Perhaps he is using My shit to lube his hands as he rubs his cock now covered in shit. Then of course mixing with his cum. This is where My curious yet wicked mind went onto thinking about more messy, erotic ideas. At times when I was sliding My fingers between My smooth pussy lips I would imagine My shit and piss covering the man in the hole, telling him as I continued to go to use My waste to rub his hard cock. Allowing him to get so close.....then telling him he may not cum unless he licked My shit and piss with his cum from his hands. Within My mind he always agreed. When I imagined him licking his hands clean of My shit, piss and his cum I would always cum so hard...so hard I would at times squirt and become very vocal.

08-09-06: I have some wonderful news. As many of you know I've been wanting to replace My old potty bench for sometime now. The wonderful news is sissy slut ginger and I are working on a design for which he will build it. I am so excited about the new replacement. I can not wait till its finished which should be the first week of October.

07-16-06: Today I woke with a growing need for My personal toilet. As I was laying in bed I placed a call to My toilet slave. I told him to meet Me at our location when visiting TN. I also instructed him to bring My female slave and I each a mocha cappuccino. Within 30 minutes My toilet arrives with liquid energy in hand. My female slave welcomes him at the door and he quickly comes in and kneels at My feet beside the bed. I look down upon him as I take My drink from him and instruct My female slave to do as well. Sitting on the edge of the bed I could feel My bladder full. Taking a long sip of cappuccino I looked down upon My toilet slave and told him to follow Me by crawling behind Me to the bathroom. Once inside the bathroom I told him to craw into the tub and face the wall sitting. My instructions was followed. These ordered was followed by telling My toilet to lay his head back upon the edge of the tub. Im ready to use My toilet. Again he followed without hesitation.

As I began to spread My legs and sit upon the face of My toilet slave I remarked to him that I am NEVER happy when My flesh sits upon a porcelain toilet that I prefer warm flesh for My brown and golden. Suddenly a fast spray of golden rushes from out of Me and I could hear the sounds of My golden hitting his throat, hearing gulps one after the other. My toilet slave thanking Me each and every time I would slow the stream of golden into his mouth. When finished I told him to use his tongue as toilet paper and clean Me...he did as ordered.

Thru out the morning I used him in this manner. When afternoon was upon us I informed My toilet he would be taking My female slave and I out to lunch. Once packed and ready to go we set forth in the car to find someplace nice and casual. To My luck we found a little casual cafe that was not busy at all. Our waitress arrived and took our drink orders which I ordered for both of My slaves. My female slave was to have diet soda and My toilet ice water. When the waitress returned with our drinks I began to order our lunch. My toilet slave was restricted to plain yogurt and fresh fruit. Soon after our meal was brought and we enjoyed a nice lunch. Chatting away as usual.

As plates was being taken away I looked at My toilet slave and told him it was time to feed him his main course. A puzzled looked came upon him. I just smiled and told My female slave to order a desert for herself and a refill for all of us. As I took the hand of My toilet a look of concern came upon his face which My smile continued. I led him to the back of the cafe where the restrooms as located. I then peered inside to check if the bathroom was clear of any ladies and then led him inside then headed to the handicap stall. Soon after closing the door I instructed him to get on the floor in front of the toilet I would not be using that cold thing. When in place I told him to lay his head back onto the rim of the toilet. As he followed My orders I drew up My skirt and removed My panties then slide back till My bottom was just over his lips. I quickly remarked today I was going to feed him well. Suddenly a small burst was heard and I began delivering slowly his brown meal to him. Slowly he began chewing and swallowing as the meal exited My body. After 3 mouthfuls I was finished. Then to finish his tongue was used as toilet paper once again. Once cleaned I told him to look in the mirror. I stood close to him and told him to open his mouth... I said " Ahh what a nice shit eating grin you have."

Once the mouth of My toilet was cleaned at the sink, My toilet and I returned to our table and drank our drinks. Of course more chit chat and then My toilet paid for our meal and we left. My toilet slave then returned us back to our location and we was then ready to leave back to Ohio. Till next time My toilet.......

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07-05-06: As I'm putting together this part of Leather Realm to cover My interest in Toilet Slavery a thought came to mind that I may have never shared within this realm about My homemade Shit Brownies. For a few special toilet slaves I've trained I've made up a batch over the years for them. It always brings a smile to My face watching and questioning My toilets as they eat My huge pieces of shit brownies warm out of the over. Fudge brownies with creamy chunks of shit blended in before they have went into the over. Of course My toilets always wash down the yummy shit brownies with a big cold glass of My golden.

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03-11-06: What an interesting weekend I've had. Still being sick...My voice sounds horrible but call it addiction, cabin fever or just the fact it had been so long since I had seen My toilet I still went. To keep My force fem on her toes and to keep Me entertained I had sissy donna dress totally sexy. Long blonde hair, jean skirt, hose, panties, 5in high heels, big breast forms and sexy blouse. On our drive we stopped at a rest stop to just enjoy the beautiful weather and of course to show her off. Yes people did notice and I loved it.

Almost an hour before we hit Bowling Green, Ky we stopped to eat at a local place. Great food and EVERYONE noticed the sexy little force fem next to Me. When I sent sissy donna to the restroom there was many questions which I answered without a blink.

When we arrived at the hotel sissy donna prepared the room for My toilet slave...he of course close by excited to come over and taste Me. I had found the perfect bench to use for toilet sessions.. And boy did it work great...

As My session began I had sissy donna on her hands and knees facing the wall...ass in the air of course with her panties and hose off. I had toilet lay on the floor face up then I placed the bench over him to secure his arms, legs and head. As I sat down with My legs spread I told him to open his mouth, that I had I was going to give him a drink... As he did I began to expel My golden into his mouth slowly. he thanked Me between gulps.

Once My bladder was empty I decided to feed My toilet. Again I told him to open his mouth and to prepare to eat. I slowly began his brown shower into his mouth. My toilet ate every piece. Looking at his shitty mouth and teeth I smiled and laughed. I asked him to tell Me exactly what I tasted like. As always he said that I was very sweet to taste. I questioned him more as I took a metal rod and began opening up his piss hole. Fucking it as though it was a pussy. Grinding My foot into his cock and balls between fuckings. I had such a wonderful time.

When I removed toilet from position I told him to get hard for Me... Which was quite the issue since his pathetic little cock had been used so much... I told him to slide his semi erect cock into My force fem's tight cunt which toilet tried unfortunately he just couldn't get hard enough....This of course deserved My laughter and comments.

Poor little fuck holes..... males are so easily controlled by their cocks...

As for pictures...Too bad...I was just having too much fun to stop and take some... Hopefully next time...